she said, she's leavin' on a sunday, home.
ok so, just got home. AAAND the one night i come home on time, my dad is passed out and could care less, and my mom isnt even home! great. fantastic. love 'n' life right now. uggh i just feel like i need to get out. i spend so much of my time preparing for stuff and the STUFF nevvver happens.
i hate the feeling when u go out hoping things will be the same and they totally smack u in the face. like they just said, "SAmi, wat did u expect? its always been that way." ehhh waaatevver. i guess u can call tonight "a night of too many watevs. and jk's"
life is good tho. dont get me wrong. if it wasnt for the beach and my friends i really wouldnt kno where id be. but really, we all need something new. im thinking its a phase. u kno the phase bt/n junior and merging into a senior. well im hoping this is a phase, cuz this whole scene is getting pretty old. i guess the one good thing about today tho was that i patched up a few rough spots and awkward sighs. but now i just feel really full and i wish i was out. this kerfew at 12 thing is really killing me.
but anyways, i think the biggest thing on my mind at the moment is wat im gonna do with my life next year. sooo many options and so little time. im not sure if i should take the busy route or keep it low key, if u kno waT i mean. i just wanna do all i can now b4 i get to old. ahh i dont wanna be old. thats just as depressing as thinking that my dog is gonna be 5 this year! 5! can u believe it. that's like ...wat, 35 in dog years! jjeeez. crazy. ITs ALL happening.
i hate the feeling when u go out hoping things will be the same and they totally smack u in the face. like they just said, "SAmi, wat did u expect? its always been that way." ehhh waaatevver. i guess u can call tonight "a night of too many watevs. and jk's"
life is good tho. dont get me wrong. if it wasnt for the beach and my friends i really wouldnt kno where id be. but really, we all need something new. im thinking its a phase. u kno the phase bt/n junior and merging into a senior. well im hoping this is a phase, cuz this whole scene is getting pretty old. i guess the one good thing about today tho was that i patched up a few rough spots and awkward sighs. but now i just feel really full and i wish i was out. this kerfew at 12 thing is really killing me.
but anyways, i think the biggest thing on my mind at the moment is wat im gonna do with my life next year. sooo many options and so little time. im not sure if i should take the busy route or keep it low key, if u kno waT i mean. i just wanna do all i can now b4 i get to old. ahh i dont wanna be old. thats just as depressing as thinking that my dog is gonna be 5 this year! 5! can u believe it. that's like ...wat, 35 in dog years! jjeeez. crazy. ITs ALL happening.