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i am still alive
i don't have access to a decent internet connection anymore
i don't have anything to write about
i should write in here more often.
but about what? i spend my days sleeping longer than koala bears.
so according to gregorian calendar, i was exactly 18 years old yesterday.
what really does my head in was these people who were trying to make me believe that it was more meaningful than it really was. trying to make me make a wish, resolutions, do this introspection veshch and other silly things. i can do them any day and not just yesterday. can't i?
i mean. ofcourse yesterday was meaningful. and so was 2 days ago. and so is today. and so on.
it was not more special than when i was exactly 18 years old according to ... say, islamic calendar or hebrew calendar or bog knows how old am i accoring to chinese, indian and other calendars.
i think today merely exist and celebrated annually so i can have a reason to eat chocolate cake in excess and be egoistic :D
i can do anything i want when i turned 17 anyway. so i'm not that excited about being 18. *shrugs*
oh. at 37 seconds past midnight yesterday, i got a happy birthday call from from this guy i like though. i think it was sweet. heh.
ooh. you know what. after working my ass off in getting informations and such, i finally got the e-mail address of this chap i've been looking for in the past 6 years.
but now i am too scared to actually e-mail him. how pathetic is that?
i don't have access to a decent internet connection anymore
i don't have anything to write about
i should write in here more often.
but about what? i spend my days sleeping longer than koala bears.
so according to gregorian calendar, i was exactly 18 years old yesterday.
what really does my head in was these people who were trying to make me believe that it was more meaningful than it really was. trying to make me make a wish, resolutions, do this introspection veshch and other silly things. i can do them any day and not just yesterday. can't i?
i mean. ofcourse yesterday was meaningful. and so was 2 days ago. and so is today. and so on.
it was not more special than when i was exactly 18 years old according to ... say, islamic calendar or hebrew calendar or bog knows how old am i accoring to chinese, indian and other calendars.
i think today merely exist and celebrated annually so i can have a reason to eat chocolate cake in excess and be egoistic :D
i can do anything i want when i turned 17 anyway. so i'm not that excited about being 18. *shrugs*
oh. at 37 seconds past midnight yesterday, i got a happy birthday call from from this guy i like though. i think it was sweet. heh.
ooh. you know what. after working my ass off in getting informations and such, i finally got the e-mail address of this chap i've been looking for in the past 6 years.
but now i am too scared to actually e-mail him. how pathetic is that?