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yesterday was the last day ever of high school.
in that 2 last hours in school, a few people came up to me and asked (nicely) why was it so hard to talk to and befriend me. i realised that they never even try. i was just being passive, but not avoidant as their accusation. but being a witless and gutless kid i am, i just apologised and left.
and then in the corridors and hallways i heard some talk about me stealing boyfriend of this girl. nice.
what a way to end high school. i hope i do graduate. pray for me or something.
i feel the urge to sleep around, read books and play guitar like a mad hippy all day long. maybe i shall. mails, emails and hiatuses should wait a few more days. hah.
in that 2 last hours in school, a few people came up to me and asked (nicely) why was it so hard to talk to and befriend me. i realised that they never even try. i was just being passive, but not avoidant as their accusation. but being a witless and gutless kid i am, i just apologised and left.
and then in the corridors and hallways i heard some talk about me stealing boyfriend of this girl. nice.
what a way to end high school. i hope i do graduate. pray for me or something.
i feel the urge to sleep around, read books and play guitar like a mad hippy all day long. maybe i shall. mails, emails and hiatuses should wait a few more days. hah.