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thank god for karin. and john. they keep me sane. for real, i think i might kill someone without them.
work is good i guess. everyone seems nice there. i stand around for most of the day with nothing to do feeling anxious about not doing anything and wanting to clean the dishes. i really, really miss school and cannot wait to get back. i was talking to bea today and she feels the same way. we had a really good group and man, did we have a lot of fun. this is how much i miss school: i even miss kiel in all of his ridiculous glory.
i can already see how this summer is going to go: ryan will hang out with his friends for most of the summer and my friends will be inseperable and i will miss everything either because i have work or i'm not called because everyone will just assume i have work anyway.
i hope john has some of the same days off as me eventually. i was supposed to have dinner with him tonight but i couldn't because i was called into work unexpectedly. i need a release. i don't really talk to anyone at work and at home i don't have anything to contribute to the conversation anymore. i guess at school we all have the same sense of humor and everyone kind of had the same sort of obnoxious personality. i guess it's also that everyone talks about food and restaurants and likes it. i bring up anything about food here and it's like okay, so? or shut up already. i think i'm seeing becky and sam next weekend. beck is coming to vs to visit sam and i think i'm going to come out. that'll be nice, i like bullshitting with them, we always have a good time.
adam and tom moved onto fire island today so hopefully i see them soon when i go visit john. i'm glad at least those 3 and beck/sam are close. i think i'd be miserable if no one from school was around.
blah, blah blah, this is all me complaining but i don't care.
in other news karin and i have a date for korean bbq. she appreciates good food. i'm so excited, korean bbq=heavenly. other than that i spend all my time sleeping or working. my sous chef is pretty cool; he knows everything there is to know about food, is really patient and helpful, and has a FDA certified kitchen in his basement where he makes artisan chocolates. like really, how cool is that?
okay i should go and stop bitching.
work is good i guess. everyone seems nice there. i stand around for most of the day with nothing to do feeling anxious about not doing anything and wanting to clean the dishes. i really, really miss school and cannot wait to get back. i was talking to bea today and she feels the same way. we had a really good group and man, did we have a lot of fun. this is how much i miss school: i even miss kiel in all of his ridiculous glory.
i can already see how this summer is going to go: ryan will hang out with his friends for most of the summer and my friends will be inseperable and i will miss everything either because i have work or i'm not called because everyone will just assume i have work anyway.
i hope john has some of the same days off as me eventually. i was supposed to have dinner with him tonight but i couldn't because i was called into work unexpectedly. i need a release. i don't really talk to anyone at work and at home i don't have anything to contribute to the conversation anymore. i guess at school we all have the same sense of humor and everyone kind of had the same sort of obnoxious personality. i guess it's also that everyone talks about food and restaurants and likes it. i bring up anything about food here and it's like okay, so? or shut up already. i think i'm seeing becky and sam next weekend. beck is coming to vs to visit sam and i think i'm going to come out. that'll be nice, i like bullshitting with them, we always have a good time.
adam and tom moved onto fire island today so hopefully i see them soon when i go visit john. i'm glad at least those 3 and beck/sam are close. i think i'd be miserable if no one from school was around.
blah, blah blah, this is all me complaining but i don't care.
in other news karin and i have a date for korean bbq. she appreciates good food. i'm so excited, korean bbq=heavenly. other than that i spend all my time sleeping or working. my sous chef is pretty cool; he knows everything there is to know about food, is really patient and helpful, and has a FDA certified kitchen in his basement where he makes artisan chocolates. like really, how cool is that?
okay i should go and stop bitching.