I don't know if it's just the chemicals in my head acting up or not but it seems these days that I worry more than usual.
It's always in the back of my mind that I'm concerned with the fact that I still am completely, absolutely, unimaginably clueless about what I'll be doing with my life but it's been a week or two that it is to a point where I can get butterflies in my stomach about it. It happens once in a while that I get those "periods". But every time I get into a new one, I find they gain more and more weight on me.
The more I go out and meet people, the more I learn about myself. Socially, I've corrected a few things and working on correcting others but I find myself a bit dumb. That's the impression I get from talking with people.
As much as I thought I was better and smarter than anybody else when I was a teenage I'm now turning it the other way around as I'm getting older.
I wonder how you find out what you want to do in life.