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well journal, it's been awhile. I'm out of highschool now, and into college. Since i didn't go away i didn't think it was going to be that big of a differnce. But i was really wrong. Things that i never though would change, have. Friends i thought would always be there for me, aren't. It's a weird change, but I guess some things are for the better. I am so thankful for Kelly and Emily because without them i would not be doing this well away from my best friends[jeff,mark]. Nothing can help me with being away from Dana. Not only is he my boyfriend of almost 3 years, he is my best friend. So it's hard when someone funny happens, or sad, or just anything and he isnt right there to see it too, or for me to tell. No phone connection is just making it worse, and he is never online. But we are doing it, and it is getting better. I just really look forward to the days i get to spend with him. I hope he feels the same.
I love this time of the year. It's so beautiful out, so i just can't justify being sad when the sun is shining and the leaves are changing. November is 3 years, December is Xmas, the ferbuary is Valentine's Day. So it really is a time to feel loved and appreciated. And i can't wait to get into the season.
I am pretty pumped that i am writing in this again.
I love this time of the year. It's so beautiful out, so i just can't justify being sad when the sun is shining and the leaves are changing. November is 3 years, December is Xmas, the ferbuary is Valentine's Day. So it really is a time to feel loved and appreciated. And i can't wait to get into the season.
I am pretty pumped that i am writing in this again.