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[radio_stars]

i've been sad lately. and im not sure why. school is coming to a close and you'd think i'd be happy. and im not sure why. but i just want to be loved. not the "oh i want to fuck you love" the "you're beautiful love" the love that makes you just want to keep laying there forever, the kind that brings you flowers, just looks at you and smiles. that loves you for you, even if you dont love yourself i've been lacking in that area for awhile, and i thought it was just a phase and i was just being lame, but i still seem to be sad.

Can somebody show me the kind of affection, that you only see in the movies

thats so true, so true right now. i dont know how i feeling. and this sucks.