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You have to be a complete lunatic, you have to sign your life over in order to appreciate.
Its all she will take and even then it wont be enough.
I wish I was not that welcome. The natives so quick to get ill.
I hate the way she would show up and then disappear back to wherever and whoever. Its hard to face that I was a convenient knob. Its time to. It has past and I need to identify that I have some mechanism that like a switch I am attracted to.... That is mild. I fall in love with people and will totally lie to my self, watch like a pasanger screaming in a burning car on a free way going 109 the wrong way.
The biggest flaw in me that you never said anything about is that I would lie to myself for you.
I toss and turned all night.
Part of me hoped that some riot would bust out burn down my house with me in it. Maybe the natives will take her and she will not come back. I hope she doesnt. I never want to see you again. Heroin is the best word I ever gave you. A 21 yr old gumball machine. So good without even trying but with no real worth. The taste is rich but lacks wealth.
Its all she will take and even then it wont be enough.
I wish I was not that welcome. The natives so quick to get ill.
I hate the way she would show up and then disappear back to wherever and whoever. Its hard to face that I was a convenient knob. Its time to. It has past and I need to identify that I have some mechanism that like a switch I am attracted to.... That is mild. I fall in love with people and will totally lie to my self, watch like a pasanger screaming in a burning car on a free way going 109 the wrong way.
The biggest flaw in me that you never said anything about is that I would lie to myself for you.
I toss and turned all night.
Part of me hoped that some riot would bust out burn down my house with me in it. Maybe the natives will take her and she will not come back. I hope she doesnt. I never want to see you again. Heroin is the best word I ever gave you. A 21 yr old gumball machine. So good without even trying but with no real worth. The taste is rich but lacks wealth.