call it the first written suicide
so again, i'm spending another night, sitting in my room watching stupid TV shows, bitching about nothing. i hate not being 21, or at least i wish i had more friends that weren't 21 so i had something to do when everyone else is out. it's not like i really care if i can drink or not but i hate when all my friends and my boyfriend goes to the bar and has a great time and i'm stuck at home doing nothing...i should have worked tonight.
today was nice, bonnie came over and i highlighted her hair. then we took a quick ride to the ponagansette SP? waterfalls and we smoked a bowl and got really stoned! it was nice, we talked about how we dont have friends anymore, and we never party or have a good time... hopefully we get together with buda soon, i miss that girl.
i want to have a girls night out, go partying or something, just without the boyfriend, i just want to have a good time like i used to, i feel so antisocial and boring lately and it sux!
today was nice, bonnie came over and i highlighted her hair. then we took a quick ride to the ponagansette SP? waterfalls and we smoked a bowl and got really stoned! it was nice, we talked about how we dont have friends anymore, and we never party or have a good time... hopefully we get together with buda soon, i miss that girl.
i want to have a girls night out, go partying or something, just without the boyfriend, i just want to have a good time like i used to, i feel so antisocial and boring lately and it sux!