dont read if you dont care
Maybe i'm at a low point right now, maybe the fog dissappeared. but i am certain that something has changed in me.
its probably for the worst like everything else is. read this:
go go betty go (10:46:52 PM): life its just tourment
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:47:00 PM): yah
go go betty go (10:47:17 PM): seriously we are put on this fucked up planet to get fucked with then fucked over and die anyway
go go betty go (10:47:26 PM): what the hell.
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:23 PM): i know
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:32 PM): so y not get fucked up while it all happens?
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:34 PM): lol
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:42 PM): gawd im so fucked up
go go betty go (10:49:08 PM): yeah dont worry
go go betty go (10:49:14 PM): me too babe, me too
me & kristel. shes my bestfriend. seriously, she actually gets me.
anyway. idk. i dont fucking know for once. i just want to fuckin layed down and not think, but no thats not how my brain works. i think until there is possibly nothing left to think of then i find something else to think about. fuckin A. not everything is going to have a meaning. shit fucking happens. thats never ever going to get into my head.
mkay i'm done, i'd rather talk to kristel
its probably for the worst like everything else is. read this:
go go betty go (10:46:52 PM): life its just tourment
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:47:00 PM): yah
go go betty go (10:47:17 PM): seriously we are put on this fucked up planet to get fucked with then fucked over and die anyway
go go betty go (10:47:26 PM): what the hell.
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:23 PM): i know
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:32 PM): so y not get fucked up while it all happens?
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:34 PM): lol
aNaRcHiStHoE420 (10:48:42 PM): gawd im so fucked up
go go betty go (10:49:08 PM): yeah dont worry
go go betty go (10:49:14 PM): me too babe, me too
me & kristel. shes my bestfriend. seriously, she actually gets me.
anyway. idk. i dont fucking know for once. i just want to fuckin layed down and not think, but no thats not how my brain works. i think until there is possibly nothing left to think of then i find something else to think about. fuckin A. not everything is going to have a meaning. shit fucking happens. thats never ever going to get into my head.
mkay i'm done, i'd rather talk to kristel