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why do things have to be complicated, i just want to have something work. I hate have to be patient for something that most likely will not work in my favor, i feel like i'm almost wasting my time, but when i see her smile i get sidetracked every time.
So she tells me that shes still stuck on her ex, what do i do? Do i pull a full on retreat and not bother? Or do i pull a full force "I want to be with you"...well, obviously i pulled plan number 2.
But, i'm still lost because i cannot read a girl for the life of me. How do i know what she feels? How do i know what she does when im not around, i feel like she's drastically trying to push me away because she might be doing something wrong behind my back. But then again, thats just superstition. I'm a waste of a good brain.
On another note, i have no fucking idea what i'm going to do for my classes this semester, will i fail every test i take? most likely because i am completely horrible when it comes down to sitting and studying for countless hours of the day.
I need a well deserved break from work and school life, i want to go to some remote area for a weekend, and just fuckin' lay down and deal with julie. I really would like this to work out, I feel like i'm going to be missing out on something very good if i ease up on my will power to make it work.
PROCRASTINATION, the word comes up every fuckin semester, everyone does suffer from it, but everyone then again seems to deal with it fine when it comes down to it.
I should do the following: 1: FUCKIN' STUDY!
2: Shut the fuck up and get my act together and sit down with julie to talk to her about the situation.
3:FUCKIN SKATE!!!!!!!!!!!(no thanks to the rain though.)
hmmmm, too much shit going down on a 7 day week, i need more time.
So she tells me that shes still stuck on her ex, what do i do? Do i pull a full on retreat and not bother? Or do i pull a full force "I want to be with you"...well, obviously i pulled plan number 2.
But, i'm still lost because i cannot read a girl for the life of me. How do i know what she feels? How do i know what she does when im not around, i feel like she's drastically trying to push me away because she might be doing something wrong behind my back. But then again, thats just superstition. I'm a waste of a good brain.
On another note, i have no fucking idea what i'm going to do for my classes this semester, will i fail every test i take? most likely because i am completely horrible when it comes down to sitting and studying for countless hours of the day.
I need a well deserved break from work and school life, i want to go to some remote area for a weekend, and just fuckin' lay down and deal with julie. I really would like this to work out, I feel like i'm going to be missing out on something very good if i ease up on my will power to make it work.
PROCRASTINATION, the word comes up every fuckin semester, everyone does suffer from it, but everyone then again seems to deal with it fine when it comes down to it.
I should do the following: 1: FUCKIN' STUDY!
2: Shut the fuck up and get my act together and sit down with julie to talk to her about the situation.
3:FUCKIN SKATE!!!!!!!!!!!(no thanks to the rain though.)
hmmmm, too much shit going down on a 7 day week, i need more time.