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its my day off tomorrow, so i decided to go home to hang out with my little brother at his playground job, plus i miss hanging out with all the little kids from ridgewood village.
Those guys are what made my last summer.
plus friday i go to the beach finally, thank god. its been like 2 weeks in the making, but i finally get to chill in the sand again.
i never realized hwo much i missed one girl, i mean obviously i cared about her much more than most the girls i've met, but it gets rough, especially when shes moving to go to school in ithaca. But ofcourse its murphy's law in full effect, i realize how bad i love her, when she leaves.
that and the fact that she thinks i'm a lazy bum, because i got myself into that. But i gotta make it up to her soon enough. If it takes trips to ithaca to see her, so be it. I'll save up, but its up to her to decided whether she cares about me as much as i think, which i'm guessing the odds are against me.
pffff life, who needs it.