Aug 10, 2009 08:25
(Note: I decided to remove all of this from my previous entry titled "The Dream" because it was too long.)
In other and more positive news. I AM FINALLY FINISHED WITH MY ONLINE COURSE AND PASSED WITH A 94 ON MY SEMESTER FINAL. Take that, science. I spit at you in the face. Yeah. The test took an hour and a half to complete (out of two hours) and was about 75 questions. My notes didn't help me with anything to be honest. I spent more time flipping through my large stack of papers than actually taking the test. Most of the stuff I looked up on the internet. With some questions, I found people asking the exact same question with the exact same multiple answer choices. I found it amusing and it made things go a little quicker than having to look at five sites for one answer. Before I took that test though, I took the final on balancing and naming equations. I took it to previous times, the first being a 75 and the second being a 70. I was mad and waited a day before I took it one final time. Well, the third time I got a 95 with only one question wrong. GO ME.
And to top this thing all off, I went to "5 Star Family Fun Park" yesterday with my youth group. That turned out to suck more than anything. We spent most of the time playing in the arcade (I schooled this boy Josh twice in guitar hero on hard but I had actually been playing that game the whole day yesterday). I texted my ex-boyfriend Dane to ask if he was coming or not and he said no because his cousin was visiting. I don't remember if I mentioned him or what happened the previous Sunday. Well, our group had nerf wars and then there was this girl named Krista. She was brought along by her friends Alex and Sonya (both who were cool up until the nerf wars). They were put on Dane's team and I wasn't (which I was okay with) but the entire time I saw Krista flirting with him. So did my friends Sam and Taylor. Of course I got jealous about it and had a tantrum at the end when it was painfully obvious. Everytime she walked by him she'd pet him on the head or caress (spellingfail) him. Then she took his phone and gave him her number and then stole his. Later that evening I joked around that she was flirting with him and he told me he was going to ask her out, despite the fact that they had nothing in common and that she was using him. I managed to convince him out of it and found out that neither of us never really got over each other. I asked my mom "What would your opinion be if me and Dane got back together?" She wasn't happy and I kinda wanted to prove her wrong about the situation. Now I regret it. I told Dane that I wanted to stay friends and WE BOTH AGREED TO IT.
Okay back to the story. I told him that his girlfriend was here (reffering to Krista) and he was like "Yeah I know, I'm texting you right now" only his had more chatspeak in it. I told him NO (caps included). A few minutes prior to that his best friend Andrew that was there was like "Is it true you and Dane got back together?" I told him no. He said "Oh, well that's what he said." And I was like "omgwtfbbq." Dane texted me back saying that I was being a jerk and didn't understand why I was being go mean. I flat out told him that we weren't dating and he denied that and that "I misunderstood" the situation. That night when we agreed to being friends, we were on the myspace IM (the one provided at the bottom of the page). He was talking to Krista, who was practically forcing him to ask her out. He didn't want to be mean and tell her that he didn't want to date her, so he made the mistake of leading her on and continuing to flirt with her. She said she wanted to do nasty things to him (he wouldn't tell me what exactly) and he jokingly stated that she should come to his house and do that stuff to him. And how do I know he's still not going to ask her out?
Back to story once more. He said he liked me a lot and that if I was going to let one girl change my mind I was stupid. He then accused me of calling him a cheater when we aren't even dating in the first place! He then said if my mom had anything to do with changing my mind then I was suppose to tell her "F**k you". What the hell? My mom was so right. Everyone was right. I am ashamed at myself for even thinking about going back to him. He is a loser and a jerk and I do deserve better than this. Note, this whole argument lasted about three hours long. He did this during mini golf, which made it ten times more not fun with Krista screaming like a Banshee when her ball didn't go where she wanted it to. And she kept being a jerk and kept insulting us. I eventually turned my phone on silent, which in return made me miss all calls from my mom. Sam and I left mini golf and went to go karts. I was the very first car (which I hate being, by the way) but lucky me... it stalled. Once they got it to go my kart honestly jumped out of the thing. If that wasn't scary enough, the entire time it rattled and skipped while I was turning (and they thought it was so intelligent to put two sharp turns right next to each other). I was so scared the entire time that my kart was going to flip over.
Dane and I came to an agreement after three hours. I eventually apologized to him so he'd leave me alone and he asked me that he wanted to be with me no matter what. I told him that I wanted to be friends for now with a possibility in the future for a relationship. He agreed to it, again, but honestly I'm not going to let that future happen. I am still mad at him (my left arm muscle was and is so sore that it was hard to keep texting him so I left a lot of things out that I wanted to say) and I still deserve better than that. I still can't even believe some of the things he sent to me though.
Sorry /endrant.
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