MY LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT LIVEJOURNAL

Jul 30, 2007 04:23

hm

so my sleeping sucks and my eating sucks. i haven't done much of either lately.
i've been popping them caffeine pills like no other. they're really not worth the headache you get 15m later after the effects wear off. it's like cocaine. not that i would know, but from what i hear.
i really can't remember the last time i was awake. i can't remember the last time i saw my dad either...i'm always gone and when i'm here and he's here i'm always sleeping.
i have no idea what i'm going to do for warped tour. it's tomorrow and i cannot get myself on a normal sleep schedule.
lets see, being angry with a couple of my friends caused a domino effect of not being friends with others. but i'm cool now with everyone. i've been working on not being so sarcastic. it's annoying because anyone who hasn't known me for uhm, my whole life never knows i always mean the opposite of what i say. i like who i am in my mind but when i say shit it comes out all wrong.
i wish me and tylor were friends. he and nicole have been all buddy-buddy lately and it would be nice if he proved me wrong that he wasn't an asshole. then me nicole dylan and tylor could hang out and not kill each other. it would be cool.
i bought a swt pair of scene pants at delias yesterday. for five bucks. yeahhhhhhh! now i could give dylan his scene pants back cause they're just like his except 300 bucks less but.... i like both :]
i have converted beccanicoledylan into brand new fans. yess.
i got two free tshirts from threadless and nicole got one before becca and kacie got us all caught. bitches.
too many people recognize me as erin steiners little sister. it's annoying. but whatever.
my mommy has been gettting on my nerves lately. but i've been gone most of them time so it's cool.
oh, and did i mention that i'm spending next summer in australia?
yeahhhhh bitches. i'm working out the details in spring with my parents and i need to talk to sydney about what she did to plan her africa trip. my mommy&daddy are probably more excited than me, which i did NOT expect when we were talking about it. since it's so far away i'm not that excited yet. except i am. OH MY GOD!
i'm going to be deaddddd as a bitch tomorrow. but i'm fucking excited. i wish i wasn't going with jetlagged becca but i'm making nicole come.
it's four fourteen aye em. i woke up two hours ago. and now i'm tired again.
FUCKFUCKFUCK.
i would be bouncing off the walls with excitement and happiness with everything if i wasn't so tired.
nightynight.
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