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so fucking tired. man i dont even know why... i think its cuz im sick.. and even laughing makes my head hurt now... yeah.. i cuss a lot these days. and im getting really moody.. i don't want to be like this.. but it think it's cuz im so stressed about everything. I feel like crying every day.. that's bad. right? and today, when i went to see Garden State, i cried cuz i just wanted to i guess.. the scene i ried in wasnt even that sad.. but i think I cried more because I was just crying about all the crazy stuff in my life these days that's making me sad. and it's alrigth to cry inthe theatre.. i think i would have cried more if my friends werent there... i would have been bawling actually... i didnt spell that right.. did i? yeah.. anyways.. my mom is makign me really sad these days.. like, it's not that she makes me angry or anything.. it's just that she's so sad these days.. nah.. i dont want to talk about this.. there is only so much i can say about myself. i think im scared of peole knowing too much about me. iono. cuz i put up a good show these days.. and it's so fake.. it makes me feel sick. *sigh*
omg. my dad is a whole other story.. he's an arrgh. yeah. im not making any sense...
am i being melodramatic?
I guess i may be.. but this is how i feel these days... it's just so frusturaing.. life is so *ARRGH* nothing is going the way i want it to...
eff... im going to sleep... or something. i want to forget about everything.
omg. my dad is a whole other story.. he's an arrgh. yeah. im not making any sense...
am i being melodramatic?
I guess i may be.. but this is how i feel these days... it's just so frusturaing.. life is so *ARRGH* nothing is going the way i want it to...
eff... im going to sleep... or something. i want to forget about everything.