prom queens &homecoming dances.
The feelings are there, but I'm just stuck on pretending that they're not because I just don't want to feel anymore. Feeling gets in the way, and it's better to play than to know there's only lust in forbidden eyes. It's better to cross boundaries with the lights off than only see sexual desire.
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I'm pretending it doesn't bother me that Cody told me her number came up on the caller I.D. yesterday.