"Once you now what your afraid of, you can put a face on it...or better yet, you can use it!"

Sep 21, 2012 23:45

Horseback riding was so amazing today. It was an fabulous way to experience interconnectedness with another creature. Horses have this...composure...that is admirable in life, in humans and in animals. For me being so inexperienced, I feel as though I have been riding horses my entire life, in a way. I could have spent all day at the barn. <3 It brought me peace. I will be going back very soon, and I can't wait!!
I want to define myself...but why? Why does society put so much emphasis on defining ourselves...as if we are going to all be in another form of a Webster's Dictionary. I get that you need to know what you like and who you are...but why do you have to be one defined thing? Like "jock" "geek" "punk." We try to separate ourselves by defining ourselves in a specific brand of clothing or only associating with certain people. The way I see it, since we are all interconnected we each share qualities and are capable of sharing in the joys and sadness of one anothers...now, i don't mean that we should take on other's problems, but as a unity I can feel your sorrow and you can feel mine because I am WE. I think we should all be open-minded in the sense that we welcome our brothers and sisters with smiles and love. And that we welcome change. And diversity. We are one. We are connected not just in the physical realm, but in the mental realm...yes, our thought are connected to one another.
And if you think someone is "bad" or you are judging a person, try looking (if just for one day) from a fresh pair of eyes, unstimulated by judgments. Take your broken glasses off that show all the cracks and dust and dirty details in others and put on a fresh, clean pair. Sometimes people sucks, but I find that anytime I pass judgment, it is wrong and anytime I think negatively of soomeone they always demonstrate otherwise. Humans are not perfect, and that is okay. I prefer it that way.
I love you and I accept you...with all of your mess ups, and small imperfections, and for all of the things that you do skillfully. <3

The No Seatbelt Song
So, it's sad this doesn't suit you now.
And me fresh out of rope...
Please ignore this lisp, I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose it's only you.
Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste.
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised.
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful.
Or don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect eyes will have perfect aim.
If I can choose, it's only you.
“We're wrecking” and I'm dry like a drum...when you scream
so fine I'll leave... we're spent... we've got time and trials...
measured in miles... we slave for days (and weeks).
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose. It's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect lies from a perfect dame.
If I can choose... it's only you.

I am comfortable and content that I appropriately have said today what I have needed to say to a couple of people. It's better to say what is in your heart, than to let your fear of their response stop you...at least I think so.
"Once you now what your afraid of, you can put a face on it...or better yet, you can use it!"

Talk to me babyyyy :)
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