"It's good to know that someone believes in you. It's the best feeling I can think of."
When I get it, I'm going to keep it forever.
“ Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well.”
~Unknown <3
So, today was silly to me..as most days are. I unmangeled hangers like monkeys in a barrel while listening to Jock Jams which included songs like the basketball song "Yall ready for this? and "Tag team back again." I couldn't help but to smile as I merrily sorted hangers like one of Santas Happy Lil' Elfs! lol...speaking of Christmas will be nice, but I want it to come slowly. I'm excited for all the christmas/winter activities...but I'm going to need a buddy. It'll be really, really weird if I'm not with anyone by then...I'm not saying I NEED someone. Really, the only thing I want in this life is a person who has a passion for something and who loves me as much as I love them...a person who is faithful and there and who we work through whatever obstacle comes our way...I suppose what I want is a fairytale. However, I know there will be troubles in paradise, but I'm okay with that because I'd stick by that persons side and trust in God. I'd love that person thru the good and the bad...accept their thoughts, actions, appearance, decisions, and personality and I would be the best person I can be, which on turn would be helping them/encouraging that person to be the best person they can be. I would just want them to be happy, me to be happy, and us to be happy together. Happiness does not mean perfection.
I feel like I rolled off of a waterfall in a barrel into a black hole and as I am climbing out of the barrel, the black hole starts morphing into a rainbow...and I continue to climb.
There is bluster rocks and hail in the form of stealthy words and menacing stares and doubtful beliefs. There is blackness, darkness behind. I had to have it though to know what I am running towards. I am on a faint rainbow..climbing the keys of a piano as I create my own music...not playing it as I had been for the past year- like a Game show trying to win fast and recieve instant gratification- no, today I roll slow and breath in the air as it is a force of clarity that flows through my entire body. I see colorful balloons everywhere...i used to get upset when one popped, but now...I see it as an opportunity for another one to exclaim itself to the world. I dream of things like floating into the sky on a balloon and up to one of those mystical bird-like creatures in Avatar. From there me and everyone I love have a cloud fight (incase you don't know, a cloud fight is where we would throw clouds at eachother-make sense? lol) and obviously the person who picks up a raincloud first and throws it wins first because the raincloud would be quite intense...it would be the hugest explosion of water....and around the explosion rainbow-colored twinkles ignite the sky.
Gymnastics threw fire poi. I could go on and on forever.
<3
A moose ya goose! I really want to sit atop of a mooses head, between it's antlers, and stare at the moon and watch the sky :)
Listen to "I Do" by Jude. <3
I love music.
Chiptunezzzz <3
I<3quantum mechanics.
"It was all so simple. And then we took it for granted. Things took a turn for the worse. And now here we are. Separate planets. Staring out into space."
“ Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well.”
~Unknown <3
So, today was silly to me..as most days are. I unmangeled hangers like monkeys in a barrel while listening to Jock Jams which included songs like the basketball song "Yall ready for this? and "Tag team back again." I couldn't help but to smile as I merrily sorted hangers like one of Santas Happy Lil' Elfs! lol...speaking of Christmas will be nice, but I want it to come slowly. I'm excited for all the christmas/winter activities...but I'm going to need a buddy. It'll be really, really weird if I'm not with anyone by then...I'm not saying I NEED someone. Really, the only thing I want in this life is a person who has a passion for something and who loves me as much as I love them...a person who is faithful and there and who we work through whatever obstacle comes our way...I suppose what I want is a fairytale. However, I know there will be troubles in paradise, but I'm okay with that because I'd stick by that persons side and trust in God. I'd love that person thru the good and the bad...accept their thoughts, actions, appearance, decisions, and personality and I would be the best person I can be, which on turn would be helping them/encouraging that person to be the best person they can be. I would just want them to be happy, me to be happy, and us to be happy together. Happiness does not mean perfection.
I feel like I rolled off of a waterfall in a barrel into a black hole and as I am climbing out of the barrel, the black hole starts morphing into a rainbow...and I continue to climb.
There is bluster rocks and hail in the form of stealthy words and menacing stares and doubtful beliefs. There is blackness, darkness behind. I had to have it though to know what I am running towards. I am on a faint rainbow..climbing the keys of a piano as I create my own music...not playing it as I had been for the past year- like a Game show trying to win fast and recieve instant gratification- no, today I roll slow and breath in the air as it is a force of clarity that flows through my entire body. I see colorful balloons everywhere...i used to get upset when one popped, but now...I see it as an opportunity for another one to exclaim itself to the world. I dream of things like floating into the sky on a balloon and up to one of those mystical bird-like creatures in Avatar. From there me and everyone I love have a cloud fight (incase you don't know, a cloud fight is where we would throw clouds at eachother-make sense? lol) and obviously the person who picks up a raincloud first and throws it wins first because the raincloud would be quite intense...it would be the hugest explosion of water....and around the explosion rainbow-colored twinkles ignite the sky.
Gymnastics threw fire poi. I could go on and on forever.
<3
A moose ya goose! I really want to sit atop of a mooses head, between it's antlers, and stare at the moon and watch the sky :)
Listen to "I Do" by Jude. <3
I love music.
Chiptunezzzz <3
I<3quantum mechanics.
"It was all so simple. And then we took it for granted. Things took a turn for the worse. And now here we are. Separate planets. Staring out into space."