is anyone out there?

Apr 14, 2010 00:13

I am falling apart.

I need a place to stay for a night.
I really, really need a change of surroundings.
This isn't working.
I am miserable.
I seriously am soo depressed.
And I feel like there isn't one person who really cares that I can really talk to.
I have terrible social anxiety.
And weed makes me very angry.
...I don't understand it.
Helppppp...please...I'm in need of a true friend and person.
And there's this idea that invades my mind every single day.
Its something I wish I didn't think about, make it easier on myself. But letting people go isn't really my style. Especially when a person leaves you with such an everlasting impression and feeling.
Gahhh...
I feel nauseous.

I can't trust anyone and I'm scared of myself.
I am a let down.
and a dumbass.
Is anyone out there listening?
Cause I feel like I can barely breathe.
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