WWAAHHHHGGG!!!!!!!!!
Oh be proud of me! I changed my own oil boys. I got all dirty and it was fun and I did it. Yes sir. (Go Ellen, go Ellen.)
Now I want to learn more about keeping my car all nice and tuned up. I still need to clean it but I don't have time today. I got work at 10. MORE HOURS! YAY!
Joan seems nicer. Even her latest bout with me which was honestly a while back, was calm, but she needs to cut this crap in my opinion. Basically she walked up to me while I walking to the receptionist for scissors and says, "Good we can walk and talk." I'm thinking, 'Great what the hell do you want from me now? What in the possible depths of this earth could have I have done now to piss you off that you want to talk to me alone?' Here's the break down:
Joan: I know you're thinking 'What now?!'
Me: Yeah. (Said firmly because I was not backing down.)
Joan: Not to make an accusations or anything but, someone told me you said hi to Corey.
Me: (Dropped my arms, gave her a dirty look like wondering what the hell was wrong with her.) Mhmmmmm.
Joan: It's like you have to make your presence known to him. I just don't get it.
Me: I'm sorry Joan. (Half heartedly and thinking she's a psycho person.)
I was pretty lucky because it might have dragged on longer but Mark, one of the sales guys walked by and bumped into me and thankfully interrupted the talked. So I walked away. After much debating and sleeping on it I went to George and talked to him about it. After that he told me that he already talked to her about all this crap, again. Yes he has talked to her about this more than once. Jason knows. I didn't talk to her for the longest time because I was so fed up and pissed off that I told George that I would talk to her concerning work but other than that I would be completely ignoring her. After about a week George talked to me again and asked me how things were going and I told him the truth still didn't talk to her very much even about work, but it taught me more to rely on other people. He asked me to try and be thebigger person and talk to her and I did. Now things are a little bit better but I completely ignore Corey and I most certainly don't feel bad anymore. I think he's stuck in something he might not want to be in but I could be wrong. Either way I feel sorry for him.
I miss Bryan. I should see him today but I miss being around him often. It sucks. :(
OH! Update. The doctor said it might be a cyst, that breast cancer doesn't grow over night but I just hope and pray. This could take more than a month to find out what it is. I have to make an appointment tomorrow for the future. Stupid really I have to wait to make an appointment. I can't just make it. But that's what Bryan said is the Buecratic system. I don't know what that means but I think it might have something to do with Red tape. I know what that is! Thank you Mr. Young!
Well I have to get ready for work now so I will leave you with this, life full, live free, and dream.
Now I want to learn more about keeping my car all nice and tuned up. I still need to clean it but I don't have time today. I got work at 10. MORE HOURS! YAY!
Joan seems nicer. Even her latest bout with me which was honestly a while back, was calm, but she needs to cut this crap in my opinion. Basically she walked up to me while I walking to the receptionist for scissors and says, "Good we can walk and talk." I'm thinking, 'Great what the hell do you want from me now? What in the possible depths of this earth could have I have done now to piss you off that you want to talk to me alone?' Here's the break down:
Joan: I know you're thinking 'What now?!'
Me: Yeah. (Said firmly because I was not backing down.)
Joan: Not to make an accusations or anything but, someone told me you said hi to Corey.
Me: (Dropped my arms, gave her a dirty look like wondering what the hell was wrong with her.) Mhmmmmm.
Joan: It's like you have to make your presence known to him. I just don't get it.
Me: I'm sorry Joan. (Half heartedly and thinking she's a psycho person.)
I was pretty lucky because it might have dragged on longer but Mark, one of the sales guys walked by and bumped into me and thankfully interrupted the talked. So I walked away. After much debating and sleeping on it I went to George and talked to him about it. After that he told me that he already talked to her about all this crap, again. Yes he has talked to her about this more than once. Jason knows. I didn't talk to her for the longest time because I was so fed up and pissed off that I told George that I would talk to her concerning work but other than that I would be completely ignoring her. After about a week George talked to me again and asked me how things were going and I told him the truth still didn't talk to her very much even about work, but it taught me more to rely on other people. He asked me to try and be thebigger person and talk to her and I did. Now things are a little bit better but I completely ignore Corey and I most certainly don't feel bad anymore. I think he's stuck in something he might not want to be in but I could be wrong. Either way I feel sorry for him.
I miss Bryan. I should see him today but I miss being around him often. It sucks. :(
OH! Update. The doctor said it might be a cyst, that breast cancer doesn't grow over night but I just hope and pray. This could take more than a month to find out what it is. I have to make an appointment tomorrow for the future. Stupid really I have to wait to make an appointment. I can't just make it. But that's what Bryan said is the Buecratic system. I don't know what that means but I think it might have something to do with Red tape. I know what that is! Thank you Mr. Young!
Well I have to get ready for work now so I will leave you with this, life full, live free, and dream.