my god, this is full of absolute garbage. I should NEVER EVER of written all the stuff in here. I appreciate the looking back and realizing that even though things may of went bad, at least I am not as fucking retarded as I was a few years ago. Damn. Farewell Livejournal. You're being shut the fuck down.

I'll start something new.

Just stop for a second ( Read more... )

I refuse to admit this might have any use whatsoever.Maybe I just write it in a way that's not all that talented, or all that poignant. Could be awful even. Oh well, I felt like writing a little, I do mean a little, and so I will. You were warned ( Read more... )

I watched a few embers fly out at me, and I realized that this was perfect, it was me trying to worry and not being able too. I was trying to freak out and I was too content. I was trying to be my old self and it was not working out. I was fighting happiness and losing. A true victory. I don't think that'll be the case each and everytime, but it ( Read more... )

This is something Mr.Teffer and myself invented. I then wrote this while bored at work. Imagine a man yelling alot and waking up to a sales flyer blowing in threw his window. It'll be alot better that way ( Read more... )

Everything is more powerful when it's life and death, sweeping aside the familiar middle ground. I just want to be closer to complete. My foundations have been replaced. Everything is changing. I am not foolish enough to believe this will be the last time, (as I have done before) let me just have it be the first time, that it's truly for the better ( Read more... )

I'm on vacation till the 12th. I will not be sending postcards. Goodbye.

The first half of the story was this ( Read more... )

4:35 AM wake up with worst earache I've ever had, cannot think, subsides to horrible in half and hour, spend three hours looking up cures for "swimmers ear" online. Nothing works, only makes it worse ( Read more... )

I keep hearing the same story repeated in the news only the numbers get higher and the days climb up. The only change is people make less sense than the day before ( Read more... )