I did the bun thing with my hair
Minutes were passing and no one seemed to give a damn. Baking in confusion, roasting in thought, you wouldn't have ever thought that the mind would have much to do with cooking. When you become lonely the only damn friend you have is your thoughts with your mind. You get to know them pretty well with all that time you spend together
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Did you write all of that? On your own from your own thoughts that your battling?
I would love to be able to help you, but its really up to you. What can be shared, what you allow to be helped with,
in other words, what you think would be worth it, telling to someone else.
And alot of times, minds lie about that.
Because you cant face all of this on your own, its just going to keep caving you in, and I dont want that for you.
And i'm pretty sure you dont want that for yourself, because you or anybody else doesnt deserve to have to go through what you are right now.
But never the less of what you deserve, you are going through it.
And I am SO sorry that you are, and I will do anything no matter how obliviouse I may be or you may think i may be, to help you though this.
And that sounds fake, i'm well aware of it
But no matter what, no matter fucking WHAT happens
Im going to care about you, always, im going to hope your okay.
Im going to go to the end of anything, to make you feel okay.
Im going to hope your wining the battle inside of your head
that is attacking you
Because I know I cant make this go away
All I can do, is try to help you through words and support, that I try and give off to you.
I really want to talk to you, about everything
Everything you think of me
Everything you WANT to tell me, you dont need to tell me anything
But I really
we really need to talk to eachother
So we know things about eachother
so we can stop making so many assumptions because it happens when one is not talking to the other for a long amount of time.
And, I want to hear your thoughts.
I care about your thoughts.
God, I care about you Dana.
---Cindy
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