I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game

[radical_teen]

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down

'how come you don't even know how to apply for uni?'
'so what are your results!'
'D? ... ohh' /gives sympathetic look.
'can you get into uni?'
'why are you upset with your grades! okay what!'

i have no confidence, no composure.
i cannot guarantee i won't dig your eyes out.