spread your wings & fly, you deserve it.
today's road run was really amazing. actually, i should say that whatever that happened after the road run was the most amazing thing. i guess it really was so much more fun with the whole hummingbird congregation. seriously, without them and the seriously awesome people, the road run would be like any other ordinary road run minus the craziness because there's no one and nothing to be crazy about. i really really love the hummingbirds and i totally do not regret being an ogl, despite feeling totally jaded after camp & all. i ♥ the camp 2 ogls xinfinity
then i had serious fun with the netballers. i ♥ the netballers to the max max max. syab for being absolutely crazy and all, i am damn glad she joined netball manxz. amanda, gloria, claudia & elizabeth, we totally went cycling for about 6km after our 3km run and 3km walk from the road run venue to the macdonalds at central ecp. this is crazy, we covered like about 12km in total today & it was amazing and super fun. i've not had so muhc fun in such a long time, at the end splurging on gelare waffles and gossiping. which made me realise what makes me feel so changed and uncomfortable in tpjc, is that i really miss all the girls spirit, like that in tkgs. where we would talk about everything under the sun. where i didn't see the need to differentiate the thin line between treating a guy and treating a girl, i do not need to think twice about what i say and what i do, i can put my arms on their shoulders or hugs them when i want.
and then i realise why i feel so down most of the time in school. it's because i'm not close with the class, honestly. inclusive of the fact that i hate the way we treat each other, like when we talk we hold double meanings, the whole insulting you but.. you-know you-know that sort of thing. i don't like it, i hate it. i don't like all the double meanings. i really really miss tkg.
i miss wanying, sharyn, denise, flora, jaslyn, tofu, shuf. anyone and everyone, even though i weren't close to them, talking to them never seemed as hard as talking to anyone now.
i am totally sleep deprived. i don't regret being an ogl, never ever will because of the awesome people i got to know, the escape i need for those 3 days. but i'm just so tired because i have not made up for lost sleep (aka: sleeping more hours than usual) and i'm behind in tutorials and oh my god, i seriously need to study but i have no idea where to start. i think tomorrow i'm going to cram ll my organic chem and start from there. and maybe try understanding stats or something. yeah, i should. oh my god i'm so tired. everything's happening all at once. i would love little breaks like today. totally the escapade i need. love you netballers to bits (:
then i had serious fun with the netballers. i ♥ the netballers to the max max max. syab for being absolutely crazy and all, i am damn glad she joined netball manxz. amanda, gloria, claudia & elizabeth, we totally went cycling for about 6km after our 3km run and 3km walk from the road run venue to the macdonalds at central ecp. this is crazy, we covered like about 12km in total today & it was amazing and super fun. i've not had so muhc fun in such a long time, at the end splurging on gelare waffles and gossiping. which made me realise what makes me feel so changed and uncomfortable in tpjc, is that i really miss all the girls spirit, like that in tkgs. where we would talk about everything under the sun. where i didn't see the need to differentiate the thin line between treating a guy and treating a girl, i do not need to think twice about what i say and what i do, i can put my arms on their shoulders or hugs them when i want.
and then i realise why i feel so down most of the time in school. it's because i'm not close with the class, honestly. inclusive of the fact that i hate the way we treat each other, like when we talk we hold double meanings, the whole insulting you but.. you-know you-know that sort of thing. i don't like it, i hate it. i don't like all the double meanings. i really really miss tkg.
i miss wanying, sharyn, denise, flora, jaslyn, tofu, shuf. anyone and everyone, even though i weren't close to them, talking to them never seemed as hard as talking to anyone now.
i am totally sleep deprived. i don't regret being an ogl, never ever will because of the awesome people i got to know, the escape i need for those 3 days. but i'm just so tired because i have not made up for lost sleep (aka: sleeping more hours than usual) and i'm behind in tutorials and oh my god, i seriously need to study but i have no idea where to start. i think tomorrow i'm going to cram ll my organic chem and start from there. and maybe try understanding stats or something. yeah, i should. oh my god i'm so tired. everything's happening all at once. i would love little breaks like today. totally the escapade i need. love you netballers to bits (: