you don't even know ;;
class politics are really shit, and it sucks to stand at the back and see it fall into shambles. you open your eyes wide of the flaws and shortcomings, only to find yourself not finding a root to it all.
hey guys, i just want to say that sometimes i isolate myself from the group is not because i don't want to be around you guys, but rather i want to prevent unnecessary trouble from arising. i know my temper very well, and i guess i know yours fairly well too. so rather than forcing myself to be happy when the rubberband of tolerance is stretched this thin, i find someone else outside the clique for a breather. forgive me okay?
thank you j, for everything. from last night about the comment about low blood glucose level to today, seeing my expression during bio lect (tho you got the wrong emotion. haha) and wondering if i'm okay. thanks for asking ever so occasionally if i'm alright, for wanting to fnd me during pw just so i could talk, even though your tutor didn't let you leave in the end. it really means a lot to me, and i really appreciate that. even though you constantly bug me with the shush, tsk and shoos justfor kicks, deep down i know you really care because you know your limits. ♥ it's these little things that make me wonder if in me there's still this little thing for you. i'm sorry you have ocip meeting, because a food date with you would have been the perfect way to make my friday just that bit better. even tho you make me torn. i like being around you.
i didn't see bestf today, but what's new? i have learnt to stop expecting things to happen. therefore the disappointment isn't that great, and the surprises are greater.
fyi i have not eaten for like, 10 hours and counting :/