Pray tell, how can one tell one is starving?
Down to 195 lbs. App. 89 kilos.
Mostly muscle, as well- developing actual abs now. It's weird to feel those muscle groups where I never could have conceived of them before.
Fucked shit up with Tia, methinks- want to get ahold of her, need to allow her some space. It's... hard. *shrugs*
Spending much time at gym. Went on 10+ (VERY HILLY) bike ride a few days ago. Body hates me. Didn't even get laid for the effort *pout*. Got ride home though. Maybe next time. Don't have plans wednesday *shrug*
Seeing myself in shape, it's... creepy. It's like, I look at the face and know it's me- I see how pale I am and know it's me- but, it doesn't... click. It doesn't... fit. Ya?
Need new clothes to make me look pretty *nod* Need to talk to Dre about dressing me up to show off at cons *nod* I think she could have a lot of fun at my expense.
Mostly muscle, as well- developing actual abs now. It's weird to feel those muscle groups where I never could have conceived of them before.
Fucked shit up with Tia, methinks- want to get ahold of her, need to allow her some space. It's... hard. *shrugs*
Spending much time at gym. Went on 10+ (VERY HILLY) bike ride a few days ago. Body hates me. Didn't even get laid for the effort *pout*. Got ride home though. Maybe next time. Don't have plans wednesday *shrug*
Seeing myself in shape, it's... creepy. It's like, I look at the face and know it's me- I see how pale I am and know it's me- but, it doesn't... click. It doesn't... fit. Ya?
Need new clothes to make me look pretty *nod* Need to talk to Dre about dressing me up to show off at cons *nod* I think she could have a lot of fun at my expense.