Sep 04, 2004 16:44
wow i havent written in a really long time. ive had no time to do anything..plus nobody reads this so whats the point? i guess its just more for me to be able to write everything down. i need to do this more often..it helps to get everything out. things have been crazy...lots of stuff has happened since the last time i posted. things with jake are going much better than they were even a week ago. ahh that was awful. weve never been so close to breaking up before..definitely not a fun feeling and one that i never want to experience again. it was seriously awful. i dont know what the heck was wrong but it doesnt really matter because its fixed now i guess.
ive found out a lot about people that i never knew before. there are a lot of people that i am glad that i have started talking to again, and there are some people who i am glad that i havent talked to in a while. lots of people have changed over the summer...i guess i did too though. im not saying that to criticize anyone at all..its just how it works. i havent hung out with the group of friends i did last year at all this year...i guess ive changed too much for their liking. thats ok though..ive had so much fun this year with jake jesse matt justin kaley emily and julie. its been awesome. last night was so much fun...me and jake jesse matt and justin went alligator hunting at jacobs house and then we just sat around and talked. sometimes i love being the only girl there..i think they consider me one of the guys most of the time because jacob is the only one with a girlfriend. its so much fun though.
school has been awful....i dont want to get into that.
well my dad is absolutely freaking out about this hurricane. i hate it so much..im not allowed to go anywhere so im stuck in this stupid house with just my dad. definitely not fun considering we dont get along anyways. oh well..ill stick to my room and the computer.