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"DeTHKlok411 (7:49:04 PM): wuts wrong>?
DeTHKlok411 (7:50:15 PM): u there leslie?
DeTHKlok411 (7:55:10 PM): please tell me wuts up
watchulikeallama (7:56:03 PM): i'm sick of stuff happening to me
watchulikeallama (7:56:06 PM): i'm sick of being used
watchulikeallama (7:56:10 PM): i'm sick of guys
watchulikeallama (7:56:12 PM): i'm sick of life
watchulikeallama (7:56:14 PM): that's it
DeTHKlok411 (7:56:36 PM): aww....what and who happened
DeTHKlok411 (7:57:16 PM): please?
watchulikeallama (7:57:21 PM): everything
watchulikeallama (7:57:24 PM): i'm sick of life
watchulikeallama (7:57:26 PM): that's it
DeTHKlok411 (7:58:06 PM): well i can sympathyze with that..but come on...theres gotta be sumthin better for an explanation
watchulikeallama (7:58:16 PM): no there's not
watchulikeallama (7:58:19 PM): i'm failing trig
watchulikeallama (7:58:26 PM): i have a d in apl&c
watchulikeallama (7:58:33 PM): i failed my physics test
watchulikeallama (7:58:47 PM): i'm so sick of my grades no reflecting my hard work
watchulikeallama (7:58:50 PM): cuz i work, but no
DeTHKlok411 (7:59:45 PM): well....that def sux ...rly rly sux....u deserve great grades..i kno that....and if teachers cant see that...welllll....i prefer not to talk of their punishment
watchulikeallama (7:59:58 PM): .....
watchulikeallama (8:00:11 PM): life's a bunch of bull
watchulikeallama (8:00:14 PM): and i hate it
DeTHKlok411 (8:00:16 PM): no kiddin
DeTHKlok411 (8:01:07 PM): but thats y the best of us have got to stick in there...i mean...i kno u can and are doing great....its jus everyone around us...maybe not everyone but u get my point
watchulikeallama (8:01:32 PM): i can't tell you one good thing that happened today
DeTHKlok411 (8:02:58 PM): i believe you on that..my day wasnt so grand either..but o well...i can wallow in self pity as much as id like....id jus be wastin energy
watchulikeallama (8:03:42 PM): i don't have energy
watchulikeallama (8:03:49 PM): and it's a normal thing for me
DeTHKlok411 (8:03:54 PM): but im sorry ur day wasnt so great...knowin u....ull get over it...and come back to shine
watchulikeallama (8:03:58 PM): and it doesn't take energy
DeTHKlok411 (8:03:59 PM): or sumthin gay like that
watchulikeallama (8:05:20 PM): no
watchulikeallama (8:05:24 PM): not anymore
watchulikeallama (8:05:32 PM): i'm sick of being "perky"
watchulikeallama (8:05:38 PM): i want someone to
watchulikeallama (8:05:43 PM): 1. listen to me
watchulikeallama (8:05:48 PM): 2. not interupt me
watchulikeallama (8:05:59 PM): 3. and tell me to shut up when i'm being stupid
watchulikeallama (8:06:18 PM): 4. and to take me and get me coffee and tell me stuff's going to be greener tomorrow
DeTHKlok411 (8:06:33 PM): trust me...if i could drive
DeTHKlok411 (8:06:37 PM): id take you right now
DeTHKlok411 (8:06:42 PM): right this instant
DeTHKlok411 (8:06:48 PM): im all ears too
DeTHKlok411 (8:06:53 PM): so w/e u have to say
watchulikeallama (8:07:04 PM): but i've already told you
watchulikeallama (8:07:08 PM): i'm sick of life
watchulikeallama (8:07:10 PM): it's that simple
watchulikeallama (8:07:17 PM): i'm sick of retarded people
watchulikeallama (8:07:20 PM): i'm sick of being used
watchulikeallama (8:07:44 PM): i'm sick of people holding five minute conversations with me and then walking away b/c someone more interesting happens to come along
watchulikeallama (8:07:48 PM): i'm sick of chris smith
watchulikeallama (8:07:59 PM): i'm sick of having this incredible urge to cry
watchulikeallama (8:08:04 PM): i hate crying
watchulikeallama (8:08:10 PM): i broke down in trig today
watchulikeallama (8:08:21 PM): and it pissed me off b/c mrs shaw came over and made sure i was ok
watchulikeallama (8:08:27 PM): and asked me again after school
watchulikeallama (8:08:30 PM): no, i'm no ok
watchulikeallama (8:08:35 PM): i'm failing your class
watchulikeallama (8:08:44 PM): and there's nothing you can do to change it
watchulikeallama (8:08:48 PM): b/c no matter what you do
watchulikeallama (8:08:52 PM): it's not going to help
watchulikeallama (8:09:11 PM): b/c my momma will see the grade, not the class nor the fact that math is not my forte
watchulikeallama (8:09:16 PM): and will have a cow
watchulikeallama (8:09:27 PM): and then she'll see apl&c
watchulikeallama (8:09:31 PM): and have a heartattack
watchulikeallama (8:09:35 PM): *sigh*
DeTHKlok411 (8:12:51 PM): listen...i kno the grades are bad ..and technically ..u cant do crap bout it....but i kno u can pull through...u deserve much better than this world has to offer....and i dont care if it sounds sappy or gay...but i want to be there for you..even i f u think i cant help....i jus want to be there for you....ppl are retarded cause they dont understand....whoevers usin you can go screw themselves ....and i hope they jus disappear til they learn to better themselves...cryins gay...i kno...but sometimes..jus sometimes it helps
watchulikeallama (8:13:29 PM): omg i almost smirked
DeTHKlok411 (8:13:55 PM): is that a good thing right now...cause thats exactly wut u need right now
watchulikeallama (8:14:11 PM): *sigh*
DeTHKlok411 (8:14:36 PM): dont worry..even if the world is agaisnt u..ill be on ur side...ill fight for u
watchulikeallama (8:15:00 PM): hey that makes one person against a billion and a half
DeTHKlok411 (8:15:19 PM): i dont carre if its 12.74744656 billion
DeTHKlok411 (8:15:45 PM): ill take those odds
watchulikeallama (8:15:53 PM): again, that's one of us
DeTHKlok411 (8:16:01 PM): someone has to
watchulikeallama (8:16:13 PM): *smirk*
watchulikeallama (8:16:21 PM): maybe you'll start a ripple effect
DeTHKlok411 (8:16:31 PM): thats wut im aiming for
DeTHKlok411 (8:16:48 PM): maybe i wont be the only one that cares enough to do sumthin bout it
watchulikeallama (8:16:56 PM): eh
watchulikeallama (8:17:08 PM): maybe if stuff turns around, i'll turn to the bright side
watchulikeallama (8:17:17 PM): right now, i'm likin the dark side a whole lot
DeTHKlok411 (8:17:38 PM): come bak to the light...you can still be one of us...
DeTHKlok411 (8:17:44 PM): become a jedi....
DeTHKlok411 (8:17:51 PM): im a dork"
Seriously, why can't you care as much as Cory does?