in the fallout, the fallout

[radiantpallor]

i'm terrified.

i'm going to lose my financial aid unless i pick up ANOTHER class.

i cant afford another class. i cant pay for books and shit for another class.

seriously. i'm... this is the closest to panic i've felt in... a very long time.

i dont know what to do.

i could withdraw from all my classes.... find a job... make money...

or i could pick up another class... not have enough money to pay for the required shit... and fail them anyway.

i dont fucking know what to do. i have no fucking idea.

and for once, i dont WANT to take this semester off.

but i dont know how to make it work.