Dec 01, 2007 09:59
so i dont try hard enough for the things i want.
and, yeah, that's more than a little obvious, now that i think about it.
it always happens that way.
and, honestly, i cant see any way to change it.
i'm such a passive person. i just let things happen.
i CANT be more outgoing. i CANT be less shy.
i just cant.
so, not only do i have the fact that i'm just not MEANT to be happy,
i also dont have the ability to create happiness for myself.
i'm so fucked.