hmmmmmmmbop.
i dunno. i just don't know.
i woke up today and i was SUPER tired, because i didn't fall asleep until like 12:30 (which was 1:30 really, with the time change), but i got up anyways. got ready, headed out to church. it was good. worship team did really well this morning, and i'm so glad to be back. the lesson was ok, i didn't get much out of it, but the reign of the pink-shirted terror is over. haha. ohhhhhhh no. but it was SO GREAT to see everybody... kim, derek, steve, jeff, etc etc. good stuff. :)
after church was the westside lunch. me and derek collected money at the door... yeah. then i ate, looked at derek's pictures, and hung out with derek, andrew, jeff, and doug.
went home... hmm. i was supposed to clean, unpack, and clean more... but i did NOT want to. i ended up pulling out some old letters... and pictures... and i could not stop thinking. i was sitting there crying. i mean, seriously... i thought i was stronger than that i guess. it just hurt. and i just want to live my life with no regrets... but sometimes i hold on to those regrets and i won't let go. so that was kinda hard.
i got changed and headed over to nick's for multiple. HA. ohhhh i missed those kids. they cheered me up. well, mostly. some of them are SICK MINDED (cough) but... whatever. LoL we kinda worked... sort of. we changed the end blocking AGAIN and taught elyse the music... yes, we are an 8 person multiple again. crazy. we've had 8, 7, even 6. and now 8 again. LoL and we goofed off a lot. i guess i'm the queen of add? haha not hard to imagine. anyways, my mom came and picked me up, and i came home...
now i'm here, printing off my paper, and going to bed. tomorrow i have a chem test, and my homework's not all done... blehhhhh it's gonna death. amort, if you're jen, HA. but i get to see all y'all that i haven't seen yet and that excites me, because i MISS Y'ALL!!
"yesterday morning when you told me
that you had never felt this lonely
i saw the sadness in your eyes
you told me how you feel disguised
confiding in me about the sleepless
nights that you cannot seem to keep this
hurting buried in your dreams
you're facing darkness twice as deep
you're much sweeter than me by far
you're much stronger than me
you know you are..."
"i love you... always have, always will."
faves today = erica, nicky p, jen, steve-o, mikey, derek, kim, jeff...
ciao kids. i'll see ya tomorrow... ew.
i woke up today and i was SUPER tired, because i didn't fall asleep until like 12:30 (which was 1:30 really, with the time change), but i got up anyways. got ready, headed out to church. it was good. worship team did really well this morning, and i'm so glad to be back. the lesson was ok, i didn't get much out of it, but the reign of the pink-shirted terror is over. haha. ohhhhhhh no. but it was SO GREAT to see everybody... kim, derek, steve, jeff, etc etc. good stuff. :)
after church was the westside lunch. me and derek collected money at the door... yeah. then i ate, looked at derek's pictures, and hung out with derek, andrew, jeff, and doug.
went home... hmm. i was supposed to clean, unpack, and clean more... but i did NOT want to. i ended up pulling out some old letters... and pictures... and i could not stop thinking. i was sitting there crying. i mean, seriously... i thought i was stronger than that i guess. it just hurt. and i just want to live my life with no regrets... but sometimes i hold on to those regrets and i won't let go. so that was kinda hard.
i got changed and headed over to nick's for multiple. HA. ohhhh i missed those kids. they cheered me up. well, mostly. some of them are SICK MINDED (cough) but... whatever. LoL we kinda worked... sort of. we changed the end blocking AGAIN and taught elyse the music... yes, we are an 8 person multiple again. crazy. we've had 8, 7, even 6. and now 8 again. LoL and we goofed off a lot. i guess i'm the queen of add? haha not hard to imagine. anyways, my mom came and picked me up, and i came home...
now i'm here, printing off my paper, and going to bed. tomorrow i have a chem test, and my homework's not all done... blehhhhh it's gonna death. amort, if you're jen, HA. but i get to see all y'all that i haven't seen yet and that excites me, because i MISS Y'ALL!!
"yesterday morning when you told me
that you had never felt this lonely
i saw the sadness in your eyes
you told me how you feel disguised
confiding in me about the sleepless
nights that you cannot seem to keep this
hurting buried in your dreams
you're facing darkness twice as deep
you're much sweeter than me by far
you're much stronger than me
you know you are..."
"i love you... always have, always will."
faves today = erica, nicky p, jen, steve-o, mikey, derek, kim, jeff...
ciao kids. i'll see ya tomorrow... ew.