no i don't hate you, don't wanna fight you...
ummmmmm.
today=not so good. wow.
today started off good. chorale was fun. it always is. chem was funny. geometry was alright... i mostly worked on this little picture i was drawing. history was alright. thatre was pretty funny, we did this murder mystery game... mikey was making funny faces at our powow (which was me, erica, nick, and mary). lunch was good. english... not so much. i really screwed up the impromptu. lab was good, i have a nice group, and i got to hang out with chris.
multiple... eh. it started off good and fun. but then it all erupted into this big fight over my morals and... ugh. i just hated it. at the end of multiple i was walking away literally in tears. they wanted to add in a line that i wasn't comfortable saying, because of my morals and whatnot. and i know everyone would be like "wow, it's not even bad", but i wasn't comfortable with it, so i didn't wanna do it. so after a lil battle, mostly everybody was like "oh, let's just choral it". no. and will got all mad at me and there were raised tones and then he had to shove it in my face by saying the line over and over... ugh. it was so ridiculous. i know my morals and values might not make sense to some of you, but it's who i am. God is my rock. my beliefs aren't gonna be changed by what you want me to do. so i got all flustered and got to leave, but i guess there was even a little fighting afterwards... i dunno. but i'm not going to change to fit a mold that's like everybody else. that's not who i am. and i had a lot of people there for me, supporting me... and i really really wanna thank you kids. i love y'all so much!!
varsity went ok. imma tape my feet, because they hurt sooooooo bad. ha. oh well. only 10 more rehearsals until competition... WOO!!
so that's about it. no homework tonite. i'm just hanging around.
i'm kinda confused... about some different stuff. it happens i guess.
hey if you're bored call me... on my cell. because i'm just around.
faves today = mikey, kyla, nick, jen, erica, courtney, emily, ashley, cia, jordan, jessie, chris, stephanie, and mary.
i found a song that fits how i feel. like, exactly.
"I think you know what I'm getting at
i find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good ones you forget
And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
When you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happend
And all this time I never thought
That all we had would be all for not
No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just dont like you
Cause you took this to far
Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
Go with your instincts along with some bad advice
This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
You blame me but some of this is still your fault
I tried to move you, but you wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
You said good-bye and I just don't want you regretting that
And wisdom always chooses
These black eyes and these bruises
Over the heartache that they say
Never completly goes away
(I just can't believe this happend
And one day we'll see this come around)
What happend to us
I heard that it's me we should blame
What happend to us
Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way
And know that I don't hate you
And know that I don't want to fight you
And know that I'll always love you
But right now I just dont like you..."
relient k= amazing.
later kids.
today=not so good. wow.
today started off good. chorale was fun. it always is. chem was funny. geometry was alright... i mostly worked on this little picture i was drawing. history was alright. thatre was pretty funny, we did this murder mystery game... mikey was making funny faces at our powow (which was me, erica, nick, and mary). lunch was good. english... not so much. i really screwed up the impromptu. lab was good, i have a nice group, and i got to hang out with chris.
multiple... eh. it started off good and fun. but then it all erupted into this big fight over my morals and... ugh. i just hated it. at the end of multiple i was walking away literally in tears. they wanted to add in a line that i wasn't comfortable saying, because of my morals and whatnot. and i know everyone would be like "wow, it's not even bad", but i wasn't comfortable with it, so i didn't wanna do it. so after a lil battle, mostly everybody was like "oh, let's just choral it". no. and will got all mad at me and there were raised tones and then he had to shove it in my face by saying the line over and over... ugh. it was so ridiculous. i know my morals and values might not make sense to some of you, but it's who i am. God is my rock. my beliefs aren't gonna be changed by what you want me to do. so i got all flustered and got to leave, but i guess there was even a little fighting afterwards... i dunno. but i'm not going to change to fit a mold that's like everybody else. that's not who i am. and i had a lot of people there for me, supporting me... and i really really wanna thank you kids. i love y'all so much!!
varsity went ok. imma tape my feet, because they hurt sooooooo bad. ha. oh well. only 10 more rehearsals until competition... WOO!!
so that's about it. no homework tonite. i'm just hanging around.
i'm kinda confused... about some different stuff. it happens i guess.
hey if you're bored call me... on my cell. because i'm just around.
faves today = mikey, kyla, nick, jen, erica, courtney, emily, ashley, cia, jordan, jessie, chris, stephanie, and mary.
i found a song that fits how i feel. like, exactly.
"I think you know what I'm getting at
i find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good ones you forget
And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
When you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happend
And all this time I never thought
That all we had would be all for not
No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just dont like you
Cause you took this to far
Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
Go with your instincts along with some bad advice
This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
You blame me but some of this is still your fault
I tried to move you, but you wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
You said good-bye and I just don't want you regretting that
And wisdom always chooses
These black eyes and these bruises
Over the heartache that they say
Never completly goes away
(I just can't believe this happend
And one day we'll see this come around)
What happend to us
I heard that it's me we should blame
What happend to us
Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way
And know that I don't hate you
And know that I don't want to fight you
And know that I'll always love you
But right now I just dont like you..."
relient k= amazing.
later kids.