Jan 29, 2005 22:46
well... we didn't break.
and honestly, i'm really super disappointed. like, bates got my hopes up for it. and they kinda came crashing down with the words "you looked like you were having fun up there". argg.
i just don't understand. we worked really hard. everyone is freaking AMAZING. and yet... we take last place. behind hard candy. and EARTHLINGS. WHAT!? come on now. not that i didn't think they were good, i thought every play was pretty good... into the woods was great, so was check please, i wish i could have seen company. but earthlings... was too much.
so anyways. i dunno. i guess i just need to take this as a learning experience, work harder, try to improve, and shrug it off. there isn't much else i can do.
but it was really fun. susie came over at 6 am to put my curlers in. we were late, lol. i got to hang out with some of my favorite people. jessie you are hardcore dilly. jordan... you're the cats pajamas. :) erica... you're just amazing. courtney, i know you're happy, but at least pretend you're sad about it! :p you rock. and everybody. will... keep your head up buddy. i would send out cool messages to everyone, but i'm so tired that i won't.
so anyways. our performance went really well. everybody laughed really hard, that's always a plus!! my parents and grandparents came, YAY!! i saw elise and michael and leisha there, as well as some cool forensics kids. we saw the girl who played katy in mean girls, she was going to cheerleading, and mikey yells "MEAN GIRLS" really loud when we passed her... *rolleyes* oooo mikey. good stuff.
afterwards i went and chilled at nick's w/ erica and will (after we picked up some burger king... haha, nick got this nasty shrimp stuff..LoL). we watched "that thing you do", DILLY. i love it. "i led you here sir, for i am spartagus." LoL SWEEEEEEEEt (not swert :p) um... yeah. it was cool to just hang out with people.
now i'm tired and i need a shower so i'm gonna go. but i love you all and i hope you're all doing ok. i'm here if you guys ever need me.
"i throw up my hands,
'oh the impossibilities!'
frustrated and tired, where do i go from here?
now i'm searching for
the confidence i've lost so willingly,
overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fears,
never underestimate my Jesus..."