Oh Man, Oh Man
Okay, I'm not "turning into" someone else. Yes, I have a role model and I would love to have many of his qualities, but that doesn't mean that I am going to be his clone or anything. I look up to him a lot and I just dont really know what the big deal is about all of this. So what if I still consider him my best friend, and probably always will. So what if I display some of his qualities, because I think that he is a great person to be like. So what if I still ask him for help whenever I need it. I really cant conceive of this idea that what I am becoming is so bad. I would do anything to just become half of what he is going to be one day. Everyone has their role models, and Alex is mine. And I frankly don't see anything wrong with that.
I could go on some more, but I'm going to go get Dad and me something to eat.