J-city
well, quite a bit has been going on lately. I just got in from Johnson City this afternoon and finally am able to have some quiet alone time while my parents are out. I dunno where I should start. I guess the trip was ok. I finally opened up around my family more. It was pretty cool. I love my grandma's. My mom's mom, my grandma Kate, has to get her colon removed this friday because she has colon cancer. my mom is going back up there this weekend. I'm worried. for the both of them. my aunt deb from alaska is coming down too, I'm sure my grandma will appreciate that a lot. I'm actually stressed out at the moment. Just going up there makes me realize lots of things. and it worries me. not only just for my grandma. but it seems whenever we go up there we always talk about depressing stuff and about family fights and stuff. but you know... anyway yeah. Christmas was ok tho. I got lots of money, which will come in handy for Washington D.C.
anywho, you know I've realized something lately. I've not been living life to the fullest. I've been staying in my little box doing things the way they've been done and accepting it. I have realized I don't take risks. I realize there is so much more to life than the way I've been living. I just want to get the most out of it. This is the only one I've got. and if anyone wants to feel the Holy Spirit go listen to "You Raise Me Up" at www.joshgroban.com ...it is sooo amazing. I keep listening to it and everytime I do I cry and I just want God to do great things with me. coincidence? I think not. with this "live life to the fullest" kick I'm on this came at a perfect timing. I was depressed and I went and listened to this song and I swear I feel changed. you know, to start off, tomorrow I'm gonna give my all at play practice. I don't need to have a bad attitude about it, when I can do something to make it better. God is soo awesome. all you have to do is trust Him and give up everything to Him, it makes all the difference in the world. Love ~Elyse
anywho, you know I've realized something lately. I've not been living life to the fullest. I've been staying in my little box doing things the way they've been done and accepting it. I have realized I don't take risks. I realize there is so much more to life than the way I've been living. I just want to get the most out of it. This is the only one I've got. and if anyone wants to feel the Holy Spirit go listen to "You Raise Me Up" at www.joshgroban.com ...it is sooo amazing. I keep listening to it and everytime I do I cry and I just want God to do great things with me. coincidence? I think not. with this "live life to the fullest" kick I'm on this came at a perfect timing. I was depressed and I went and listened to this song and I swear I feel changed. you know, to start off, tomorrow I'm gonna give my all at play practice. I don't need to have a bad attitude about it, when I can do something to make it better. God is soo awesome. all you have to do is trust Him and give up everything to Him, it makes all the difference in the world. Love ~Elyse