It's This Air and Time That's Bringing Me Home Again.
Your Dating Style:
Committed Relationship
You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings.
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This is a rare public entry. I've thought about making one for a while, just with work and having the little bit of life I do have, it's been difficult to even write private entries. I'm working at TSYS now full time as a CSR. It's been.. Enlightening. Work really does suck as much as everyone claims, but the money at the end of the week is a sweet reward. No school this semester.. Or for a while for that matter. I intend to go back once all of the job crap/expenses are straightened out. Other than that.. I'm still with Bradley (like that's ever going to change), and I'm happier than I've ever been.
To have fallen off the Earth like I have, it's been one of the best decisions I think I've made in the past few years. I thought about that last night, really. After getting off of work Friday I went to Wal-Mart to pick up some stuff because it was right up the street, and I randomly saw a person that I knew. Rather than going up and saying hey, I merely walked off. It's just.. Weird because I used to be such good friends with this person, and when I looked at them it was like seeing a stranger. It made me wonder why was I ever into being the way I was? It definitely wasn't me, and I know that now. The one thing that I did notice is that the person was seemingly happy, and that made me feel good. I don't like to see anyone feeling sad, be it someone I used to hate or used to know or don't even know. I guess I've gotten older, I dunno. I still have problems within myself to deal with, but the amount of sadness and just.. Negativity I used to carry just isn't there anymore. I guess I'm too tired to be sad, hah.
I enjoy just being able to have the few moments during the week I have to be lazy and be with the person I care about the most. I appreciate the little time I have now, though I do wish I could have a little more time. Everyone wishes they could have a little more time, right? I guess you could say I just enjoy life more than I have before, and I'm glad that I'm actually realizing this rather than wasting it all with thoughts of what's still wrong with life. I'm sure all of that will be worked out in time, so there's no need to even worry about it.
Everything has changed tremendously, but all of it is for the better.. Definitely.