Apr 06, 2005 21:14
Well it's steadily raining and thundering...Quite the night to do so seeing that I'm fed up, and my anger is about as fiery as what I see out the window. I'm so fed up with attempting to care about people that could give nothing more than to see me fail, only so that he can show me how much more of a screw up I am. He's unbelievably disappointed about my decision of not going to CSU or living in the dorms as once planned. I'm sorry, but I watched my brother fail from the same thing, and then he lived the past four years up to the present in debt. I'm afraid if I do not do so great in college that I'll be in the same situation he was in. Instead I'm doing what I had originally planned..Going to CVCC in the fall, and I also intend to be away from this house once and for all.
Kates has a plan, but I think I'm going to leave this to my own mind for the time being. You'll all find out in time, so no worries.
Loves.
Kit