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Mar 27, 2009 09:19

I'm living my life one lyric at a time,
I'm finding myself in the lines of these songs
That remind me that I'm not the only one
That there is sorrow
That there is joy.
Life still goes on,and I'm just taking it in
One verse, one line, one musical note at a time.
(I'm too scared to do anything else)

What HAVE I done?!
My friends tell me I have the worst luck ever.
Is it luck anymore, or am I paying for my sins?
What sins though? There's so much worse in the world...
I don't mean to sound so morbid/cynical, but I'm really disgusted with myself.
Disappointment to the extreme. What can I do to stop hating myself so much?!

Honestly, I just want all of this to be over.
But I'm scared to death of it.
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