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Monday night Vic took me out to dinner to Tipps Thai, which was great. However, I'm just not into him that way and I feel bad about it. I would never want to ruin our friendship, I just don't know how to let him down easily enough... you know?
I had a really great Tuesday night! It's funny how random things just HAPPEN to make your night better. Michelle and I had a lot of fun, and we also bought our baby... Betsy Schneinder. I love having her to hang out with all the time, but sometimes I just want to go and do things on my own, too.
Last night I watched my friends trip hard on salvia. Brooklyn had a microphone stuck in his throat and lava bugs were all over the floor so he had to jump all over the furniture. Ha, so funny. Then I watched a movie with Grady for a while, then I went outside to Smoker's Circle and talked to a crunk Shafiq for a while, then I went with Vic, Cole, & Robby on a cruise... but we ended up going to the wrong way! However, it was possibly one of the funniest car rides I've ever been in, so it was worth the whole getting lost part.
I've had a strange "up and down" kinda week. I dunno, certain things just put me into weird moods... like a song that reminds me of someone or something. I'll have really good moments or parts of the day, but then I'll get into a weird funk and it'll take a while to shake it out.
I wish I could get into other people's heads and figure out what they want... or better yet figure out what I want. I'm sick of leading people on, but at the same time I wonder if people are doing the same thing with me. God, men are so confusing! I'm so happy to be single... I just like having someone to cuddle with when I'm lonely. Is that so bad?
I'm exhausted. College is wearing me out.
Love.
I had a really great Tuesday night! It's funny how random things just HAPPEN to make your night better. Michelle and I had a lot of fun, and we also bought our baby... Betsy Schneinder. I love having her to hang out with all the time, but sometimes I just want to go and do things on my own, too.
Last night I watched my friends trip hard on salvia. Brooklyn had a microphone stuck in his throat and lava bugs were all over the floor so he had to jump all over the furniture. Ha, so funny. Then I watched a movie with Grady for a while, then I went outside to Smoker's Circle and talked to a crunk Shafiq for a while, then I went with Vic, Cole, & Robby on a cruise... but we ended up going to the wrong way! However, it was possibly one of the funniest car rides I've ever been in, so it was worth the whole getting lost part.
I've had a strange "up and down" kinda week. I dunno, certain things just put me into weird moods... like a song that reminds me of someone or something. I'll have really good moments or parts of the day, but then I'll get into a weird funk and it'll take a while to shake it out.
I wish I could get into other people's heads and figure out what they want... or better yet figure out what I want. I'm sick of leading people on, but at the same time I wonder if people are doing the same thing with me. God, men are so confusing! I'm so happy to be single... I just like having someone to cuddle with when I'm lonely. Is that so bad?
I'm exhausted. College is wearing me out.
Love.