Feb 24, 2006 16:23
i am a crank ass this day. that's how it's been going this week. one day is fantastic the next . . . meh. just had a conversation in which i stood my ground. two in one week. i rock.
i'm also thinking a lot about redemption this week. i contacted someone i wronged in the past few years and apologized. it was easy but it tore me apart at the same time, you know? he was quite accepting. i wasn't sure what to expect.
so tonite's donnnie's un-birthday jam and i may get into a bar fight. i mean that's the plan and all . . .i just hope it all works out :).
actually, i hate confrontation. that's how i get into all of these jams, you know with the stalkers of either gender and such. I hate to tell people " you know what - FUCK OFF". i just want everyone to like me and be this happy girl. but i end up desperately unhappy at times simply because i haven't been up front with people. so i give my number to people i never want to call me instead of being upfront from the get go. what's that about? it ruins me.
something fun - i look real cute today. like a groovy social worker. funny how that works. it's a cool yet professional outfit - they are so rare.
alright, yeah.