Jun 08, 2004 17:01
I thought about lots of stuff today.
-I'm not going to be as open with people anymore. I tell people my problems, expecting them to care, and no one ever does. When I state my opinions or advice, nobody listens. It’s just pointless. I just won’t say anything anymore. I'll keep it all to myself.
-This is how my life used to be till on day I broke down; everything was going wrong and I just needed to tell someone, so I did. I spilled my life story to anyone who would listen. Sadly, it was the best day of my life. People were there for me, I felt like I was loved. But, it's sad how I feel that I have to have more of those moments just to get people to listen to me. And now, all of that has changed .. no one cares.
-So from now on I’m going to keep my mouth shut and become an “emo piece of shit” and keep my problems to myself. All I ever wanted is just someone to talk to, who could give me advice, and their opinions. Someone...who cares.
-One more thing .. seriously I should give up on guys. I either try to hard, or not enough. I'm never good enough for anyone. I never make anyone happy. I'm sick of trying. I'm done. I say this all the time, but really I am, I'm done with guys. Their all assholes anyway who only care about themselves.
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