Feb 26, 2004 22:42
wow, i am really tired right now, but i need to get this out before i go to sleep. right now i feel like i am trapped in a box. a really big box. anytime i come even remotely close to escaping, i run smack into a big, flat wall. inside this box, all of my problems build up and they chase me around. so i run around this box, all day and all night, knowing there is no way out. my problems follow me around like a lost puppy. sometimes i come so close to escaping, but then i always end up right back where i started. i am stuck. does anyone know how the hell to get out? if you know, please tell me. this may not make sense to you, but it makes perfect sense to me. now i can go to bed happy. i am going to crawl up in the nice, warm corner of my box. goodnight...sorry if this sounds pathetic. you know you still love me...