just kidding!
Hmm... Hm.. Hm.
I don't know what I'm talking about here, but I don't really feel that my future is anyways at risk. It's certainly possible that college won't work out the way I'd like it to, probable even, but that isn't such a big deal. I mean the next year and a half will always be part of my life but not necessarily a limiting part, regardless of my admissions and/or rejections. Um. What I'm saying is that I assume I'll have plenty of time and opportunity outside of grades and names. And inside grades and names. Lots of time and opportunity everywhere.
I like crew. Today was exciting. It went pretty well with some flaws as expected; tomorrow will be better and best. Tonight is strange-feeling- it is surprising that I have classes tomorrow.
Sometimes I hope to mark the start of my life-life by going to Edinburgh or volunteering outside of the United States next year, but honestly I don't know how I would react to the instability. It's just that in order to live and look back on such a life, I have to start it somewhere. And I'm not all that young, really. Not too young.
Phewwww am I tired. I wish I'd written a bio. Last night I had mad nightmares in which I hollered at Duane Reade. They were crazy, lots of running for my life, and I have no idea what caused them. Ms. Kim went to Barnard. Ohhh mucho trabajo y hoy I spoke Spanish. Haven't seen the Hoodlawners in a while...