Layers
Life is happening really ridiculously fast right now.
I think I need to stop and remember me for a minute, but I'm not comfortable being alone just yet.
Since I'm not very keen on being by myself these days, I'm constantly out and about; bouncing from Jason's to Dustin's to far off on-foot excursions to mindless pointless errands that I make up for myself just to keep myself occupied.
I feel as though stopping will cause me to crumble... like the glue that keeps me together is activated by movement and being motionless might cause it to dry up and break apart.
This isn't necessarily a bad thing. After over a year of being a homebody, (much to my too-late realized dismay), I really need this burst of life and happenings and people and discovery.
I've learned more in the last few months about who I am and what I want and need, (in terms of relationship, life, work, etc.) than I have in several years now.
I do still have a lot of sorting out to do.
There are good things happening. They come easily now.
I think I need to stop and remember me for a minute, but I'm not comfortable being alone just yet.
Since I'm not very keen on being by myself these days, I'm constantly out and about; bouncing from Jason's to Dustin's to far off on-foot excursions to mindless pointless errands that I make up for myself just to keep myself occupied.
I feel as though stopping will cause me to crumble... like the glue that keeps me together is activated by movement and being motionless might cause it to dry up and break apart.
This isn't necessarily a bad thing. After over a year of being a homebody, (much to my too-late realized dismay), I really need this burst of life and happenings and people and discovery.
I've learned more in the last few months about who I am and what I want and need, (in terms of relationship, life, work, etc.) than I have in several years now.
I do still have a lot of sorting out to do.
There are good things happening. They come easily now.