Yesterday afternoon I finally had to put my baby Cous Cous down. It was by far the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Justin went with me; at least I didn't have to do it alone and he was another one of Cous' adorers so he understood the tragic circumstances. I proceeded to come back to Bunny's after the vet and get completely stoned and shit-faced and then slipped into a blissful coma. Now that I'm sober and can feel again, I'm not sure I want to be awake.