things i wish i'd done...
there's alot of things i wish i had done.
these past few days, going through pictures of my mom and such, i've realised how much of a disapointment i was....am. why couldnt i have just been a better child to her?
and why wont she be able to see my kids and my sisters kids?
why was she taken from me so soon? she wasnt even 50 yet...
these past few days, i've tried not to think about my mom, even though every once of me can do nothing but that.
i think this is where its starting to really hit me...i think this is the start of the grieving process for me.
these past few days, going through pictures of my mom and such, i've realised how much of a disapointment i was....am. why couldnt i have just been a better child to her?
and why wont she be able to see my kids and my sisters kids?
why was she taken from me so soon? she wasnt even 50 yet...
these past few days, i've tried not to think about my mom, even though every once of me can do nothing but that.
i think this is where its starting to really hit me...i think this is the start of the grieving process for me.