it's not going to be alright...
it's not going to be ok.
i kinda wish i did come home this weekend. i need to see people. i'm kinda falling apart. it's bad. like real bad. valentine's day was the worst thing ever. and this isn't your typical v day woes that i'm crying about. bad stuff happened. like, really bad. i'm fucking up in real big ways here. it seems like i'm doing my best to destroy all my friendships up here just so i have an excuse to go home. it's not fair to people here. i promised i wouldn't take my shit out on anyone either. maybe some of my being pissed off at people is valid, but i feel like a lot of it is me going out of my way to be a terrible person. fuck me for being an asshole.
i kinda wish i did come home this weekend. i need to see people. i'm kinda falling apart. it's bad. like real bad. valentine's day was the worst thing ever. and this isn't your typical v day woes that i'm crying about. bad stuff happened. like, really bad. i'm fucking up in real big ways here. it seems like i'm doing my best to destroy all my friendships up here just so i have an excuse to go home. it's not fair to people here. i promised i wouldn't take my shit out on anyone either. maybe some of my being pissed off at people is valid, but i feel like a lot of it is me going out of my way to be a terrible person. fuck me for being an asshole.