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I realized that my life is filled with much anticipation-- "I can't wait to be back in Waco," "I can't wait to see my friends," "I can't wait until I go to NY," "I can't wait to be 21," "I can't wait for NAB," and so on and so forth.
There are the rare occasions where I'm happy being "in the moment," but sometimes life just gets so stagnant, especially at home, that I truly cannot wait for those more exciting times.
One of my former neighbors pointed out how difficult it is to talk to my dad. We rarely have conversations, and a lot of the time, he just doesn't get me.
I should have made some suggestions for vacation, because I'm not sure how much I'm enjoying this one. Although I did get pretty tan today and hope I have the opportunity to get even darker on this trip.
I get home from vacation on August 5. Mandi's birthday is the 8th. My second (and last) dance class of the summer is on August 12 from 10 am until noon. I am going to pack everything on Friday (the 11th), so I can come home from dance, shower, eat lunch, head to Waco, and hang out with Landon since he's leaving on the 13th.
I don't know why I told you all this. I guess because it's things that make me happy-- celebrating my friend, dancing, and Waco.
It's awkward being with my dad. We went to a comedy show tonight that probably would have been funnier if I had been with a group of friends. One of the comedians asked if we were married...super awkward. There was a cute 20-year-old Marine in the audience. Had I been alone/with friends, I would have talked to him afterward. I can't do things like that with my dad around. Just can't.
I always enjoy arriving at the airport in Vegas. It reminds me of how unique the city is. Even when your plane lands at one in the morning, there are people everywhere and slot machines going off. Also, a decently attrative guy said "hey" to me at the baggage claim. It may not seem like a lot, but when you've been practically devoid of contact with people your age (especially members of the opposite sex), it felt nice to be noticed.
This was long. I've had a lot of time to think and read lately, so I guess that's where it all came from.
<3 Becca
There are the rare occasions where I'm happy being "in the moment," but sometimes life just gets so stagnant, especially at home, that I truly cannot wait for those more exciting times.
One of my former neighbors pointed out how difficult it is to talk to my dad. We rarely have conversations, and a lot of the time, he just doesn't get me.
I should have made some suggestions for vacation, because I'm not sure how much I'm enjoying this one. Although I did get pretty tan today and hope I have the opportunity to get even darker on this trip.
I get home from vacation on August 5. Mandi's birthday is the 8th. My second (and last) dance class of the summer is on August 12 from 10 am until noon. I am going to pack everything on Friday (the 11th), so I can come home from dance, shower, eat lunch, head to Waco, and hang out with Landon since he's leaving on the 13th.
I don't know why I told you all this. I guess because it's things that make me happy-- celebrating my friend, dancing, and Waco.
It's awkward being with my dad. We went to a comedy show tonight that probably would have been funnier if I had been with a group of friends. One of the comedians asked if we were married...super awkward. There was a cute 20-year-old Marine in the audience. Had I been alone/with friends, I would have talked to him afterward. I can't do things like that with my dad around. Just can't.
I always enjoy arriving at the airport in Vegas. It reminds me of how unique the city is. Even when your plane lands at one in the morning, there are people everywhere and slot machines going off. Also, a decently attrative guy said "hey" to me at the baggage claim. It may not seem like a lot, but when you've been practically devoid of contact with people your age (especially members of the opposite sex), it felt nice to be noticed.
This was long. I've had a lot of time to think and read lately, so I guess that's where it all came from.
<3 Becca