One of my major downfalls.
Limerence consumes me. All the time. Usually a different "limerent object" every week or two. Nothing beats the natural high you get from being around that person. Maybe I'll play the game right this time. Maybe it's more than limerence. Maybe it's not. Chissa!* Wikipedia is awesome.
Life is repetitive. During the week it's wake up (late), get to class (late), sit through class, eat, more class, homework, nothing (a combination of sleeping, TV, internet, and sometimes friends). Weekends consist of staying up late and drinking with friends which means sleeping in ridiculously late, saving homework until Sunday nights. Oh, and the constant limerence. Le sigh.
I shouldn't complain though. I'm alive. I've got a great life and great friends.
Today was the Baylor in New York Spring '07 "mixer." The one guy (out of four) who I haven't met didn't show up, but I did meet about four of the other girls. For the most part, they seem pretty cool.
Darden showed Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid in Feature Film Writing today. If I had been young in the 50's, I would have had a huge crush on Paul Newman. Seriously. However, I wasn't alive in the 50's, so I don't.
Haha. Lazy Sunday just came on. Yay shuffle!
"You could call us Aaron Burr from the way we're droppin' Hamiltons."
The Lonely Island has somewhat fixed SNL. Still needs work though.
Easter break is this weekend. I'm going home. It'll be the first time I sleep in my new house. I doubt my father has set up television or internet yet. It's going to be an interesting weekend.
Random survey time.
10 Favorites
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TV show: Arrested Development and Lost
Flower: Fire lily
Alcohol: White Russians = my new favorite
Movie: Crash
Color: orange
Sport: CROSS COUNTRY
Phrase: "That's not how I roll." (not necessarily favorite, but used too much)
Mall: Umm...I guess North Star-- brings back memories.
Food: Italian
Book: Catcher in the Rye or HP
10 Facts
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Height: 5'2"
Weight: 90 lbs.
Hair color: dark brown
Hair length: shoulder length
Hair style: straight
Eye color: brown
Shoe size: 5 or 3 in little boys
Personality: hyper, extroverted, and apparently interesting
Job Title: college student/unemployed
10 Life
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How's life? It's ok.
Whats your mood right now ? bored
What are you doing right now? I am sitting in bed typing this survey.
What are you doing over the weekend?: I actually know (sort of); going home for Easter.
What do you want to do with your life?: I would love to edit movies/TV/commercials in NYC, LA, or Austin.
Where are you right now?: My room
Are you satisfied with life?: So far with a few exceptions.
Do you regret anything? Nope. Looking back on the past too much is a bad thing.
Change one thing about your life: Get rid of the limerence.
Are you appreciated?: Yes. It's the little things that make me realize that I am, but I am.
10 Love Life
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Have you ever been in love? No.
Do you believe in love?: Yes.
Why did your last relationship fail?: We didn't see eye to eye.
Have you ever had your heart broken?: No.
Have you ever broken someones heart? No?
Have you ever fallen for your best friend?: No, and if I did, it would be weird.
Are you planning on getting married?: Eventually, but not anytime too soon.
Are you afraid of committment? Yeah, kind of.
Your definition of love?: "We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." --Sam Keen
Does love really hurt?: It can.
10 Randoms
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One thing next to you: Empty bowl that once held my ice cream.
Do you like the color purple?: It's alright. Not my favorite.
How many cds do you own?: Too many.
Longest phone conversation?: I don't know. I don't time them. I've had long ones with Faith, Mandi, and Caitlin though.
What's your most prized posession? My mom's sand dollar necklace.
Who's your closest relative?: My dad and my brother
If you could go anywhere?: London or NYC (even though I'll be going there next Spring semester)
Who do you tell your secrets to?: Faith and Mandi
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: I don't know. According to my dad, I own too many.
Last artistic thing you did?: I'm not really sure. I guess the last editing project I had.
10 This or Thats
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Pepsi or coke?: Soda is gross.
CD or Radio?: I like my iPod more than either.
Tommy Boy or Black Sheep?: Honestly, I've never seen either. I'm such a bad Telecomm major.
Saturday or Sunday?: Saturday
Black or white? It depends on what it's for.
Phone or in person?: In person.
Hugs or kisses?: Both. I can't choose.
Cash or credit?: Credit.
Sex or intimacy?: Intimacy.
Read or write?: Write
10 Have You Evers
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Have you ever been caught sneaking out?: Nope.
Have you ever skinny dipped? Yup.
Have you ever done something you regret?: Didn't we cover this?
Have you ever bungee jumped?: Can't say that I have.
Have you ever been on a house boat?: Haven't done that either.
Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?: No. I'm not really fond of them.
Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: Yeah.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?: LOSING SOMEONE YOU LOVE DOES MAKE YOU DO THAT <-- 'nuff said.
Have you ever blacked out from drinking?: No. I usually puke before I do that.
Have you ever lied about your age? Nope, but I might have to when I go to NY.
10 Are Yous
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Are you missing someone right now?: I guess you could say that.
Are you in love with anyone?: Nope. I'm in limerence though.
Are you happy?: I suppose.
Are you talking to anyone right now?: I'm talking to Mandi on AIM.
Are you thirsty?: Nah.
Are you bored?: Yeah. Otherwise I'd be doing something besides this.
Are you German?: Yeah.
Are you Irish?: That too.
Are your parents still married?: That'd be impossible.
Are you crushing on someone?: The limerence thing again, so yes.
I guess it's time for bed.
<3 Becca
Life is repetitive. During the week it's wake up (late), get to class (late), sit through class, eat, more class, homework, nothing (a combination of sleeping, TV, internet, and sometimes friends). Weekends consist of staying up late and drinking with friends which means sleeping in ridiculously late, saving homework until Sunday nights. Oh, and the constant limerence. Le sigh.
I shouldn't complain though. I'm alive. I've got a great life and great friends.
Today was the Baylor in New York Spring '07 "mixer." The one guy (out of four) who I haven't met didn't show up, but I did meet about four of the other girls. For the most part, they seem pretty cool.
Darden showed Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid in Feature Film Writing today. If I had been young in the 50's, I would have had a huge crush on Paul Newman. Seriously. However, I wasn't alive in the 50's, so I don't.
Haha. Lazy Sunday just came on. Yay shuffle!
"You could call us Aaron Burr from the way we're droppin' Hamiltons."
The Lonely Island has somewhat fixed SNL. Still needs work though.
Easter break is this weekend. I'm going home. It'll be the first time I sleep in my new house. I doubt my father has set up television or internet yet. It's going to be an interesting weekend.
Random survey time.
10 Favorites
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TV show: Arrested Development and Lost
Flower: Fire lily
Alcohol: White Russians = my new favorite
Movie: Crash
Color: orange
Sport: CROSS COUNTRY
Phrase: "That's not how I roll." (not necessarily favorite, but used too much)
Mall: Umm...I guess North Star-- brings back memories.
Food: Italian
Book: Catcher in the Rye or HP
10 Facts
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Height: 5'2"
Weight: 90 lbs.
Hair color: dark brown
Hair length: shoulder length
Hair style: straight
Eye color: brown
Shoe size: 5 or 3 in little boys
Personality: hyper, extroverted, and apparently interesting
Job Title: college student/unemployed
10 Life
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How's life? It's ok.
Whats your mood right now ? bored
What are you doing right now? I am sitting in bed typing this survey.
What are you doing over the weekend?: I actually know (sort of); going home for Easter.
What do you want to do with your life?: I would love to edit movies/TV/commercials in NYC, LA, or Austin.
Where are you right now?: My room
Are you satisfied with life?: So far with a few exceptions.
Do you regret anything? Nope. Looking back on the past too much is a bad thing.
Change one thing about your life: Get rid of the limerence.
Are you appreciated?: Yes. It's the little things that make me realize that I am, but I am.
10 Love Life
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Have you ever been in love? No.
Do you believe in love?: Yes.
Why did your last relationship fail?: We didn't see eye to eye.
Have you ever had your heart broken?: No.
Have you ever broken someones heart? No?
Have you ever fallen for your best friend?: No, and if I did, it would be weird.
Are you planning on getting married?: Eventually, but not anytime too soon.
Are you afraid of committment? Yeah, kind of.
Your definition of love?: "We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." --Sam Keen
Does love really hurt?: It can.
10 Randoms
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One thing next to you: Empty bowl that once held my ice cream.
Do you like the color purple?: It's alright. Not my favorite.
How many cds do you own?: Too many.
Longest phone conversation?: I don't know. I don't time them. I've had long ones with Faith, Mandi, and Caitlin though.
What's your most prized posession? My mom's sand dollar necklace.
Who's your closest relative?: My dad and my brother
If you could go anywhere?: London or NYC (even though I'll be going there next Spring semester)
Who do you tell your secrets to?: Faith and Mandi
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: I don't know. According to my dad, I own too many.
Last artistic thing you did?: I'm not really sure. I guess the last editing project I had.
10 This or Thats
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Pepsi or coke?: Soda is gross.
CD or Radio?: I like my iPod more than either.
Tommy Boy or Black Sheep?: Honestly, I've never seen either. I'm such a bad Telecomm major.
Saturday or Sunday?: Saturday
Black or white? It depends on what it's for.
Phone or in person?: In person.
Hugs or kisses?: Both. I can't choose.
Cash or credit?: Credit.
Sex or intimacy?: Intimacy.
Read or write?: Write
10 Have You Evers
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Have you ever been caught sneaking out?: Nope.
Have you ever skinny dipped? Yup.
Have you ever done something you regret?: Didn't we cover this?
Have you ever bungee jumped?: Can't say that I have.
Have you ever been on a house boat?: Haven't done that either.
Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?: No. I'm not really fond of them.
Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: Yeah.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?: LOSING SOMEONE YOU LOVE DOES MAKE YOU DO THAT <-- 'nuff said.
Have you ever blacked out from drinking?: No. I usually puke before I do that.
Have you ever lied about your age? Nope, but I might have to when I go to NY.
10 Are Yous
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Are you missing someone right now?: I guess you could say that.
Are you in love with anyone?: Nope. I'm in limerence though.
Are you happy?: I suppose.
Are you talking to anyone right now?: I'm talking to Mandi on AIM.
Are you thirsty?: Nah.
Are you bored?: Yeah. Otherwise I'd be doing something besides this.
Are you German?: Yeah.
Are you Irish?: That too.
Are your parents still married?: That'd be impossible.
Are you crushing on someone?: The limerence thing again, so yes.
I guess it's time for bed.
<3 Becca