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[rad55]

The first turn

Was the last burn

I moved quick

It still hit

It still hurt

I still yearn

For years churned

No butter

Only Burn

Sad clown

Strive to be

Happy

But love avoided me

Now I'm devoid of thee

I supply positivity

Only get negative

I try to be positive

Gone like a sedative

And sedament

Turns to sentiment

I like what I can't have

Reach for what I can't Grab

Yeah they say thats just so sad

But for real- its just my path

Its so damn bad

But thats just me

The apple didnt fall far from the tree

But on the way down

Got blown to the beat

And now I'm so far gone

I'm thrown to the sea

Drowning cuz of me

Life preservers aren't free

Now I'm paying sanity

A monthly Fee

Been backed up

So payment's not received

No wonder why I'm bleak--

My mind's feeling very weak

Not sure yet what I seek

Only know that I am meek

Its all I ever been

But it also means I never win

Good guy for life

When only bad 'gets you places'

Not interested in love

--Too many fake faces

My love is only one kind

The unrequited verity

It's really not my fault

I like them, but me, never likely

And honestly

Its not all about the girls

I can accept it-

But I'm a Pisces

I can't help it!